bus

How can you be so happy, after what you did to me, what you put me through.
The guilt, the pain, the hurt.
You say I caused you to feel Su.
Was it all lies? Was it ment just for me to take you back?
You speak to me all chatty and flirty now.
I hate you and what you've turned me into.

Before: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? It will make the thoughts of just ending it all away for a while. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? It will make me feel better for a while. Ill feel worse afterwards when th...

Christmwas to me just means arguements, at least this year i'm in my own place now in the lead up to it but i'll have to spend christmas day itself with family, i'm not looking forward to that.
Guess i'll just plaster on the happy face and try get out of there as soon as i can....

Like crap and noone would care or miss me if i wasnt here