Search found 7 matches

by Arkady
Thu Jun 30, 2005 11:30 pm
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: si counter
Replies: 95
Views: 8944

Is the code open source - i.e. could you make it available so those of us with the inclination (and technical knowhow, and spare server space with bandwidth to cope!) could perhaps try hosting it ourselves? I have webspace hosted by a friend with unlimited storage and a bandwidth allowance of 100GB ...
by Arkady
Sat May 28, 2005 1:38 am
Forum: before and after
Topic: Before
Replies: 9
Views: 192

I'm having problems finding a set of earphones that are really comfortable. :-? I've got two sets but I find that after an hour or so they make my ears ache; I can't afford any of the really nice (read: comfortable) ones on the market though. As far as herbal remedies go, I don't buy branded ones - ...
by Arkady
Sat May 28, 2005 1:06 am
Forum: before and after
Topic: Before
Replies: 9
Views: 192

Believe me, you name it I've tried it. I've been suffering from insomnia for over ten years now, and I've tried all the home remedies. Warm milky drinks, relaxing baths, alcohol, no caffeine after 6pm, the works. I don't have space in my flat for relaxation exercises, and they've never worked for me...
by Arkady
Fri May 27, 2005 9:34 pm
Forum: before and after
Topic: Before
Replies: 9
Views: 192

I don't have anything like that, and I don't have the spare cash to afford one either (I'm on benefits). I don't think it would work though, as a previous boyfriend had something like that and watching it just gave me a headache. Screensavers don't work either, as I find the light levels are too var...
by Arkady
Fri May 27, 2005 6:09 pm
Forum: before and after
Topic: Before
Replies: 9
Views: 192

Eventually. I think it was gone 9am by the time I finally fell asleep. The urge was still there when I woke up, but not quite so bad; it's still there though - kind of hovering in the back of my mind. I know that by tonight it'll be back just as bad. :-? Problem is sooner or later I run out of thing...
by Arkady
Fri May 27, 2005 7:45 am
Forum: before and after
Topic: Before
Replies: 9
Views: 192

Before

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? A number of factors. An extended period of stress in which I haven't SIed, leading to feelings of being in a pressure-cooker. I feel as though I need a release, a safety-valve. Also I haven't cut in near enough 2 months, and I ...
by Arkady
Mon May 23, 2005 1:26 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
Replies: 1252
Views: 66794

Because I read everyone's responses to my "returnee" post telling me how well I'd done to go two months without cutting, and I didn't want to feel I'd let you all down! :D