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i hate that i like you, and you dont even notice

how did it get so bad that i tried to kill myself?
what did i do wrong?
i just want it all go away and for someone to save me

i loved you. i loved you more than anything in the world, more than myself. you were everything to me, i needed you more than anyone. and when you left, it was like i stoped breathing. i dont think i will ever have my heart back together, and i dont think i will ever love anyone as much as i loved ...

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fuck you. i can do what the fuck i want. i can take whatever fucking pills i want, i can fucking cut, and i can get fucking drunk all the time. its my way of coping with everything thats happend to me you fucker. dont tell me you fucking understand you dont understand SHIT

you think your life is so fucking bad????well fuck you up the ass so fucking hard. you are so fucking spoiled. your dad has more fucking money then god, your parents fucking love you, your fucking good at everything, go fuck yourself in your mansion your suppose to be my best friend. FUCK YOU!!!!! Y...

i hate myself so much. it makes sicude feel like a good option. like the only option

fuck you dad!! your a fucking fuck fucker fuck bastard. fuck you! you fucking hit me one more fucking time and im gonna explode. i hope somebody shuves a fucking rod up your fucking ass. ya how does that feel you motha fucker? FUCK YOU! STOP FUCKING ABUESIN ME As HOLE!!!! ohh and you. you. you dumb ...

sometimes the only reason i dont kill myself is because of you, because im in love with you. but i cant tell you because your a girl and you can never love me back. i want to tell you everything. my dad hits me. im anorexic, i cut...alot, i take lots of pills, and drink by myself to ingnore my pain...

i love you so much. i'd do anything for you. i can't even express in words how much you mean to me. i feel dead now. you took the other half of my heart.