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What is it about me that repels people? Why does everyone else have friends already and I don't? Why do other people get more attention when they're not present than I do when I'm right here asking for help? What is so horrible about me that it makes everyone hate me, or at best, not care one way or...

A warm fuzzy for Wizards?:

You are strong and you showed it by seeking out coping mechanisms like bus. You are stronger than you know! You are also unique for making a screen name with a question mark in it: that shows creativity! : )

Aha, okay, thanks! I appreciate you letting me know. : )

AWWWWWWW cute!

limestone wrote:coping questionnaire :
Have you ever made an emergency book or box? If not, would you like to?

An emergency book or box? Is this a book or box full of coping strategies/items to help you not SI?

Hello all: Does anyone know how to access bus on a mobile phone? I have a web-enabled phone, and when I tried to go to bus, it said something like "access denied. please send an email with your IP address in order to access this web site." But when I called T-Mobile, they said my IP address changes ...

Fuck you. Fuck you fuck you fuck you I don't understand people. Why are people assholes? Why are people mean? Why doesn't anybody give a shit? What did I do wrong? I'm too slow to figure it out by myself. I don't care. I give up. Fuck you all. I may be slow socially, but at least I don't treat every...

I was in the hospital as an inpatient for a week when I was 18 (I'm 30 now) after an attempted SU. It made me feel very vulnerable but also it was good to have this "real" thing that made my pain "real" and not having to pretend like everything was okay when it really wasn't (at least, while I was i...

I want someone to feel badly for how horribly they've treated me, and how they've taken me for granted. But I know they won't. I could probably die and everyone would feel like the burden that is me has been lifted from their shoulders, as if them treating me like garbage was doing me a favor. I wan...

I made art! : )

Hmmm, I tried to do that and couldn't - I'm a Mac user and have one of those one-button mice; usually just holding down the click for an extended period of time is the equivalent of a left click, but I'm not getting another drop down menu from doing that - it's just toggling back and forth between t...

Hello to any kind and technologically gifted person who can help my poor cursed technological soul out! So I uploaded a pic to the Bus photo site under the hosted album, so that I could post it in a thread; however all the threads that say how to post a pic in a thread say that the URL needs to end ...

I never blamed the cat but once someone asked me "The cat got you, huh?" in a tone that said she knew d**n well that it wasn't a cat (especially since I lived in a college dorm at the time), and I said yeah. But we both knew it wasn't a cat. Unless maybe it was a Swiss Army Cat. ;) That was one of o...

I need someone to love me. But no one ever has, and I don't think I would know what to do with it. I would probably attach myself so hard to anyone stupid enough to love me that I would drive them away with my neediness. And then I would be alone again.

You piling your own guilt onto me because you never loved me does not make up for your never loving me; it makes it worse. I don't feel bad for you. You should have given me up for adoption if you didn't want me, or never had me. I don't know why you never loved me when you loved them, but don't thi...

Just because I'm younger doesn't mean I'm less intelligent. Just because I don't agree with you it doesn't make me automatically wrong. And just because I don't wear my heart on my sleeve and tell everyone my business it doesn't mean that I haven't been through some shit. I deserve respect. And all ...

Just because I'm younger doesn't mean I'm less intelligent. Just because I don't agree with you it doesn't make me automatically wrong. And just because I don't wear my heart on my sleeve and tell everyone my business it doesn't mean that I haven't been through some shit. I deserve respect. And all ...

What is your secret? *SA warning* (copied from the other secrets thread) I was sexually assaulted when I was a teenager and never told anyone. And when I got home, they yelled at me for being late and told me how irresponsible I was, for not being home on time to take over watching my baby brother ...

*SA warning* I was sexually assaulted when I was a teenager and never told anyone. And when I got home, they yelled at me for being late and told me how irresponsible I was, for not being home on time to take over watching my baby brother because my father was always too drunk or stoned to do so bef...

Because I made myself go out even when all I wanted to do was crawl under a blanket and cry.