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Worn out and lost.

Backed into a corner. Forced to make a decision I don't feel ready for. Frustrated. Stressed. Inadequate.

Don't fucking drink my pop, eat my food, leave your dirty dishes all over the place because you're too lazy to even at least rinse them off instead of throwing them in the sink with crap all over them, and then bitch at me because I didn't take the trash out the moment you wanted. It was the end of...

Angry at myself for putting my work off until the last minute because I know now I'll do a shitty rush job, and angry because I don't feel guilty about it at all. Angry at myself for wasting the three-day weekend without really doing anything for school or just that I wanted to do for fun and not k...

I'm starting to feel that you don't really care about me and treat me like something you can just use whenever you want without consideration for what I feel. It's only convenient to remember me when you want to use me as a source of amusement and treat me like your pet. You don't really listen to ...

i am... a coward insecure a weed i am not... brave happy valuable i feel... angry at myself confused frustrated i want... to say what I mean to have self-esteem to have social skills i need... to sleep some time to think some courage i have... no idea what to do no idea what to say no ability to co...

Leave me the fuck alone, I don't want your pity when you have no idea what is going on with me, and you don't even bother to try and see. I'm not your damn charity case to make you feel good about yourself. I wish you would stop being so fucking fake , like you know how pathetic I am but you're try...

i am... unmotivated annoyed stressed i am not... relaxed calm confident i feel... tired impatient aggravated i want... peace and quiet to do my work more sleep i need... to study a big hug someone to be there i have... to find my motivation a headache i love... my friends potato soup i hate... the ...

I am grateful for my friends who have confidence in me even when I have none in myself.

I managed to talk to two people I don't know today without feeling like an idiot.