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by catspiracy
Tue Sep 16, 2008 11:36 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: My deal (first post's a triggering one--beware)
Replies: 2
Views: 255

Thanks. Sooooo, today. Yesterday I was really sick. I woke up sick unto death, with body aches and everything. I tried to get along, made some art, kept getting up and sitting down again. Finally, I had a ray of light: a full moon ceremony with friends. I attended but felt embarrassed the whole time...
by catspiracy
Fri Sep 12, 2008 7:03 am
Forum: coping
Topic: getting meds
Replies: 4
Views: 258

Try reading "Feeling Good" by Dr. David Burns before, during, or after any meds. His book gives piles of info about the various antidepressants prescribed, their effects, and alternatives to taking them. A companion book by Don Miguel Ruiz tells you how your early life programmed you into false beli...
by catspiracy
Sat Sep 06, 2008 5:38 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 225411

If you keep pushing me out of your frame, I will go off and become the focal point of another painting.

Yes, it really IS that critical. Yes, I really AM that close to leaving.
by catspiracy
Sat Sep 06, 2008 5:31 am
Forum: coping
Topic: I'm proud of myself today because....
Replies: 1894
Views: 100237

Today I got up at 6:30, made everyone breakfast, had clean towels and work uniform ready for DH, and used written notes to confront kids on minor rule infractions. No fighting or yelling, and everyone was fed, dressed, and out to work and school on time. Then I spent the day researching online how t...
by catspiracy
Fri Sep 05, 2008 8:31 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: My deal (first post's a triggering one--beware)
Replies: 2
Views: 255

My deal (first post's a triggering one--beware)

Hello, I'm new here. I'm a 38 y.o. housewife/mom/artist. I am bipolar/borderline. I'm an abuse survivor. I used to cut all the time as an adolescent, and burned myself and attempted suicide, too. Now I have improved to the point where pain hurts and I usually avoid it. (Funny, just when I think I'm ...