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by Stefani140
Wed May 23, 2012 5:10 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114243

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

How the hell do I know why I call less people than the others on the same function? I work the cases that I am given and I work them the way they need to be worked. Maybe I'm less lazy than the others. Maybe I have more experience and so I end up denying more. I don't know! And what exactly am I sup...
by Stefani140
Mon May 21, 2012 4:56 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Hair pulling
Replies: 6
Views: 751

Re: Hair pulling

Hi! This is something I have dealt with for years as well, sometimes worse than others. Have you considered getting treatment for this? I have not really talked to anyone that was able to stop on their own. It's a symptom that has a big basis and has a lot in common with Obsessive Compulsive Disorde...
by Stefani140
Sat May 19, 2012 4:17 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114243

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

seriously just fuck you. don't you dare discount and ignore and dismiss my feelings and belittle me by dismissing my point of view as "overreacting" and then ask when we're getting to your feelings?! fuck off. and don't act like you care a single bit about my feelings, if you did you wouldn't have d...
by Stefani140
Wed May 16, 2012 7:00 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114243

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

I am so tired of all this bullshit. I am tired of being the person that you throw everything on and then bitch that I don't get enough done. Well...insane thought here...if I wasn't busy doing 50 other things that weren't in my job description maybe I could!! I am tired of being the only person who ...
by Stefani140
Sun May 13, 2012 6:08 am
Forum: coping
Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
Replies: 1252
Views: 77090

Re: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

because I've come so far and so long coping with life without it. and I don't want to have to see the fear and concern in my mom's face if she found out about it.
by Stefani140
Sat May 12, 2012 6:09 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114243

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

I am so disappointed in you today. Apparently "I'll be here a few hours early and may not have much time" is too confusing. Here I sit after 2 texts and nearly an hour and a half later and you're nowhere to be found. You better not let me down even more by not even showing up at all.
by Stefani140
Sat May 12, 2012 6:06 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Replies: 1089
Views: 157668

Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

excited because I'm going to spend some time with my mom today, and very disappointed at the same time because I was let down today
by Stefani140
Fri May 11, 2012 3:53 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
Replies: 651
Views: 47814

Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*

STOP IT!! Seriously just stop and shut the hell up! You tell me to tell you when I notice things aren't right. Then the first thing you do is discount what I think is the problem, then the second thing you do is pout and go "well I didn't think I did that bad". Just once stop trying to manipulate wh...
by Stefani140
Thu May 10, 2012 7:54 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114243

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Seriously, just shut up. Your paranoia is driving me absolutely nuts and I'm not in the mood to be patient with it...so just shut up. I shouldn't have to tell you how much worse things have been for me to convince you that whatever paper cut you have is not deadly. Go be paranoid to someone else, la...
by Stefani140
Fri Aug 26, 2011 4:47 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114243

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

what's the point of having me train someone if you just drag him off someplace else every 5 minuts. can't really teach him anything that way!
by Stefani140
Fri Aug 26, 2011 3:57 pm
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: policy on replacing absent mods
Replies: 7
Views: 2418

Re: policy on replacing absent mods

Just a few examples that I can think of. I can honestly say that I have not seen most of the mods for these sections in well over a year, at least. So unless they are signing in and just hiding then I have no idea they are there. Before & After, Workshop, Life After, pretty much all of the after hou...
by Stefani140
Thu Aug 25, 2011 3:41 pm
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: policy on replacing absent mods
Replies: 7
Views: 2418

Re: policy on replacing absent mods

I think it is an interesting question as I've noticed that too. There are a few mods that are pretty active but if anything is going on outside their area that needs attention they can do nothing but wait for that mod or an admin to show up. And I can honestly say that on my time on bus, there are s...
by Stefani140
Wed Aug 24, 2011 9:00 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114243

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

yes I want to be involved in the interviews for the new employees...my goal is to take over your job and save us all. Not that I tell you that, I just tell you that i have management aspirations.
by Stefani140
Mon Aug 22, 2011 4:53 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
Replies: 651
Views: 47814

Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*

What the fuck do you think we are, machines! 2 hours mandatory overtime every day, 8 hours mandatory overtime on saturday. I already get home at fucking 7pm!! Great so I get to go home, shovel some food in my mouth and go to sleep for 6 hours and come back. Fuck you, fuck this job, fuck this place, ...
by Stefani140
Sun Aug 21, 2011 2:49 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114243

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

how rich, just a few weeks ago you were whining and bitching to me about how everyone cancels on you, everyone flakes on you, no one lives up to their word. last week....you canceled on me when we had plans. canceled an hour before those plans with no explanation. this week...oh yeah, you canceled o...
by Stefani140
Thu Aug 18, 2011 4:50 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114243

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

really convincing argument, "no you shouldn't feel bad, I'm going to bed now." wow, I'm convinced :roll:
by Stefani140
Thu Aug 18, 2011 12:19 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Replies: 1089
Views: 157668

Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

angry and frustrated, anxious
by Stefani140
Tue Aug 16, 2011 9:53 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets Thread - Read first post!
Replies: 573
Views: 119947

Re: Secrets Thread - Read first post!

I want to hurt, at least then I'd be feeling something rather than walking around like a zombie.
by Stefani140
Fri Aug 12, 2011 12:20 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 114243

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

I don't have any idea why you love me. Anyone who wants to love me must be more mentally deranged than I am.
by Stefani140
Wed Aug 10, 2011 6:06 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets Thread - Read first post!
Replies: 573
Views: 119947

Re: Secrets Thread - Read first post!

I sometimes wish I could go back to the psych hospital because being independent is too tough and stressful.