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by kristinnie
Wed Sep 24, 2008 3:01 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets and more (please stay safe)
Replies: 107
Views: 11411

What is your secret? I don't love my husband anymore. Why is it a secret? Because I'm not ready to leave. What are your feelings about this secret? It's horrible. I'm in an abusive marriage and yet don't want to leave because I don't think I can raise my 3 kids on my own. I also don't want to admit ...
by kristinnie
Tue Sep 23, 2008 8:58 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 256135

If you can't fucking accept that I am what you fucking made me, then get the fuck out. I will not be made to feel guilty for letting myself be destroyed by your horrible hateful mind. Fuck you... you're an adult. GROW UP. You can't just play nice and make up. I'm a elephant, remember? Your useless e...
by kristinnie
Tue Sep 23, 2008 9:41 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 256135

You asshole. You did this. You told me every day that I was useless, that I was scum. I've ruined the family, I've ruined your life. And now you expect me to still love you, care about you, be intimate with you? I don't want to sleep beside you, to touch you, to look at you. I have nothing left for ...
by kristinnie
Wed Sep 17, 2008 1:32 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 256135

I wish you were still here. Our family would still be intact and mom wouldn't be such a disaster zone. I wish you knew my kids, you'd so enjoy their individual spirits. I think you'd be proud of me and I'd love another hug. I"m sorry for the summer I worked with you and rode headphones in the car ba...
by kristinnie
Mon Sep 15, 2008 8:49 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 101444

I want my husband to take the promotion that will allow me to stay home with the kids permanently. I don't think I can handle working anymore. I have panic attacks whenever I send out my resume and get a call back.
by kristinnie
Mon Sep 15, 2008 8:42 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: I'm proud of myself today because....
Replies: 1894
Views: 110731

The only person I yelled at was a telemarketer. I got my older kids to nap. I didn't freak when my husband changed his work schedule again and I almost had to cancel another p-doc appointment. Good day!
by kristinnie
Wed Aug 27, 2008 1:23 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 256135

I cannot forgive you for the hurt you have caused and will never, ever trust you again. If you truly loved me I would never be "useless" or any of the hideous things you've called me. If you hadn't been so careless with my heart, I wouldn't be so careless with my life.
by kristinnie
Wed Aug 27, 2008 1:14 am
Forum: coping
Topic: I am awesome because...
Replies: 15
Views: 1973

I am awesome because I did not cry today when my kids pushed me to my limit.