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Before: Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: the fight how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? itll go away, i will have control what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situati...

I hope I dont see an 'after' responce. But I feel you are trying and I felt what you wrote. My way of thinking too. no need to SI. Let us know. I will check in with you. wait for that. then we discuss SI.

20 years ago I should have said "STAY HERE! you took my heart to Hawaii. Come back to me. let me go with you." Today I would say "why did you take my heart, give it back, the door was left open and I never got closure, I dont think you did either. I will always love you and only wish the best and ha...

I guess I didnt really try to look at the questions before. I said my peace. But I will try this time. Sometimes i dont like to look in the mirror. Of all my tools and I come accross my favorite. I miss it and wanna use it. Before: Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the ...

I have so many great memories of my childhood with you. Im glad you met Julio. Im glad you got to die hopped on morphine. I wish I could be there. Stef and Jonas dont like me. Ive only talked to Sara. Im glad you had Judy during your last days. The poem book you got me when I was 12 was my favorite ...

Im not here to answer questions. I will try tho. I already SI'd. I know why. I was scared. I could only keep it from husband for 1 day. It was bad. I was scared about my T and losing her bacause insurance. But I didnt. My husband took me to the store to buy bandages and saftey stuff. I kept thinking...

antsy, nervous, high

leave me the fuck alone. fuck off. take my heart, but go away.

pathetic, stupid, lazy, red lips and bewithching, inpatient, blind to the world, did i say stupid???!!!

I dont know what to tell you. please erase. julio is perfect and the best man for me.

Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: myself, longing how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? it will take the focus and pain away from the feeling what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take awa...

my guilt would improve if I told the truth.

I did not SI. I really wanted too... but today I am glad I did not. Go me!

Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: anger how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? it will take the other pain away what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? i will ah...

I think it was crappy you didnt skype with me. i know I was sarcastic but you deserved it. you act like you are 15.

i had another dream about you. i dream about you often. i should be with you. I love my husband and he is a good man, but i should not have given up on us so easily. I am a married lesbian. its a sad story.

it's hard to hide scars and new ones pop up often.
I just went to get a pedicure with my sister and there were big scars on my ankles she saw but did not say anything. it was akward.

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? It will help keep my mind occupied what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? it will bring relief and take away thoughts and anxiety how do i want to feel about this in the long run? is hurt...