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brilliant idea!

i even copied and pasted to my sister!

the recovered one is pretty.
gives me new reasons to stop!

my depressed feelings would improve if i stopped wallowing.

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGH.

i have a lot of anger today.

FUCKFUCKFUCK.

also hungry.

for me, i have periods of time where i dont cut for a month or so, but then i have a slip, and i can be cutting every night for a month or so. it fluctuates a lot for me, so i think it is normal to go up and down with how often you're doing it and how bad it is. i hope you're okay. take care. :star:

I FUCKING HATE YOU.

my guilty feelings would improve if i could turn back time.

D...
the only reason i find it impossible to talk to you, is because there's nothing left to say.
i love you.
what else is there?

exhausted, lonely and completely confused.

argh im drunk..
and so annoyed with myself.

sorry i deleted my earlier posts.. i was drunk and upset when i wrote them. i am trying to cut down on my drinking.. and have only had a little bit of wine since friday, which is good for me as i havent been having a very good week. i am attempting to completely stop drugs as well.. trying to be bet...

i will try it.. thanks!!

uhmm..
how do i put a link in my signature for my place without it looking like the link?
does that make sense?



help please! thanks!

the only reason im holding on so tightly,
is because if i let you go,
i will have nothing.

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D: i love you so so so much. please come back to me. please. if there was anything i could do.. anything i could say.. i would do it in an instant. i love you more than i ever thought i could love anyone. i'll do anything. anything. i need you so badly. please. please come back to me. T: i really ha...

heartbroken