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by whisperings
Thu Feb 05, 2009 4:32 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: What song describes how you're feeling?
Replies: 1417
Views: 78808

Artist: Emerson Drive Song: Moments I was coming to the end of a long long walk When a man crawled out of a cardboard box Under the E. Street Bridge Followed me on to it I went out halfway across With that homeless shadow tagging along So I dug for some change Wouldn't need it anyway He took it look...
by whisperings
Thu Feb 05, 2009 12:52 am
Forum: coping
Topic: What song describes how you're feeling?
Replies: 1417
Views: 78808

TRIGGER for SU content and brief religious content Teenage S**c*d* by Degarmo and Key i don't want to hurt nobody it's just that i know i've had enough there's to much pain and hatred i think i'd rather be dead than to live without mercy, hope or love so don't come any closer, i really mean it yes i...
by whisperings
Wed Feb 04, 2009 10:29 pm
Forum: before and after
Topic: on the verge of ending an 11 month SI free streak
Replies: 1
Views: 80

on the verge of ending an 11 month SI free streak

Before: Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? My husband will have more to use against me once we go to court. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take ...
by whisperings
Wed Feb 04, 2009 9:15 pm
Forum: before and after
Topic: Before (even though I feel I'll do it no matter what)
Replies: 3
Views: 194

I came here feeling the same way and I saw you had posted here. I understand the feelings and the urges and I hope you find some way to not hurt yourself. I do care.

whisperings
by whisperings
Mon Jan 12, 2009 9:52 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 218171

G*d, if you love me better than any earthly father, why am I in so much pain? What are you trying to get me to see that I am not? I need you and the peace only you can give.
by whisperings
Mon Jan 12, 2009 9:51 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 218171

Why do you play these games with me? How can you call me a friend and dismiss me when you are in pain? How can I be free to share my pain with you if you are not free to do the same?
by whisperings
Fri Nov 07, 2008 10:28 pm
Forum: before and after
Topic: trying
Replies: 1
Views: 70

trying

Before: Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? it won't what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? it will give him ammo against m...
by whisperings
Wed Oct 22, 2008 5:41 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 218171

TRIGGER For SU * * * * * * * * * * It has been almost 20 years since you left me. I'm thinking about you. What were you thinking about this night 20 years ago? Were you so troubled by family? I know I was just your niece you tried to be a daddy for, but did you think of me? I still remember exactly ...
by whisperings
Wed Oct 22, 2008 5:33 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 218171

I thought our marriage was to last forever. I didn't mean to get sick. I don't understand why you couldn't handle my needs but brought a more needy person into your life instead. Seeing you in her arms, hearing her talk about intimate details, watching you watching her, and more were very hard for m...