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i broke the rules and fell for you. and i've always known that i wasn't good enough for you. but i guess some part of me was convinced i could make you love me back. but i can't. and that's the real reason i can't talk to you anymore.

nevermind

trapped

alone

like i'm crashing...

like what's the point of being happy when it just makes the sad feel that much worse...

like there's really no point to anything and that's it's not worth continuing...

like i need to distract myself, but i'm at work with nothing to do...

Thank you for responding Electric Prophet. I did tell my mom a few days after it happened. She was mostly upset because of how upset I was rather than what was said about her. I think maybe she already knew that these women were talking behind her back. Could you say something like "I think that we ...

I need help. There's a woman in my life that I no longer want to be friends with. I decided this 2 months ago, and I really should have told her already... instead, I've just been ignoring the texts and emails she's been sending. (I'm horrible, I know, but that's neither here nor there.) But she's t...

i am very tired of your contradictions. you say i shouldn't care about our age difference and that age is just a number... unless you think i'm "acting like a 4 year old" and need to grow up you want a girl who's real, who isn't a "fake bitch" but you'd rather i "pretend to be happy than let depress...

it's going to be like this for always

so disgustingly alone

like no one loves me for who I am, but who they think I might be when I "snap out of it"

It really hurts me that you didn't remember my birthday. It hurts me even more that you were online on my birthday, and didn't even say hi. The last time we talked, I told you how much you mean to me... and I haven't heard from you since... even though I can see from your MySpace activity that you'v...

i need you to come home. now. i'm not going to make it til the end. you haven't been gone all that long, but i'm cracking. it's too much. you're the only one i truly feel comfortable talking to... i got so used to you being available pretty much anytime i needed you... and now i get you maybe once a...

like i screw up everything i touch

like i don't fit anywhere

yes please. thank you.

does binned mean trashed? i want it deleted. can you do that?

i would like my place deleted or at the very least locked

thank you

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terrified that he's going to use the chat logs against me.
betrayed that they were ever logged at all.
like making new friends is pointless.

Throw Me a Rope – KT Tunstall I want you between me and the feeling I get when I miss you But everything here is telling me I should be fine So why is it so, above as below, That I'm missing you every time I got used to you whispering things to me into the evening We followed the sun and its colours...