bus

I got myself to go to my T though I didnt want to.

I told C about how I want a hug and how stressed I feel.

I just want you to come and give me a hug. I just want to know you care.

I wish you could come back to me. I miss you.

anything you want? hugs?

tired, lonely, broken

Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore She loves salting my wounds Yes, she enjoys nothing more I bleed confidence from deep within my guts now I’m the king of this pity party with my jewel encrusted crown I wanna tear apart your room to see if what you say is true Darling don't you lie, lie to me I...

Piano Song...Juliana Theory Old friend, I hear you. I know just how you feel. I've been in your shoes before. I've seen your worries, and I can understand everything you going through. And I believe in you. Your time is coming. Don't give up tonight. There's a life ahead. Your time is coming. Don't ...

I wish I could be in your arms and have you tell me what you're thinking about/ tell me everything is ok between us.

:argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: WHY CANT YOU JUST CALL ME BACK OR MEET UP WITH ME? WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?

I wish you will meet up with me and talk with me about everything.

I wish I wasn't so screwed up.

I want things to be better with him...and if i can deal with it better, I think it will help.

I wish it didnt hurt so much
I wish you could call me and be honest with me, hang out with me.

I wish you and I could be ok again, for you to forgive me, for us to be together someday before you're gone.

Peaceful
Hopeful
Lonely

goes out to a hill and screams

Dead Poet's Society anyone? Love that part

"All Over You"- Spill Canvas Yeah he's a looker, but I really think it's guts that matter most. I displayed them for you, strewn out about from coast to coast. I am easily make believe, just dress me up in what you want me to be. I'll take back what I've been saying for quite some time now. I gotta ...

"Polygraph, Right Now"- Spill Canvas Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore She loves salting my wounds Yes, she enjoys nothing more I bleed confidence from deep within my guts now I'm the king of this pity party with my jewel encrusted crown I wanna tear apart your room to see if what you say is tr...

I wish that our friendship could be normal.
I wish that you'd call me back soon and for it to all be ok.
I wish my heart didnt hurt so much.
I wish you could love me like I love you.
I wish you weren't sick.

empty
hopeless
dead inside

calm
a tad lonely and wistful though
dreamy