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i wish i could die...

i am... -strong -understanding -caring -brave -able to do this.... i am not... -a slut -whore -skank -worthless -crazy -doing this to get attention... i feel... -fragile -broken -consumed... i want... -to be loved -to fight this -my friends to fight this -everything to be ok... i need... -time -supp...

ok. so. its been almost two weeks since my last SI. and i really wanna do this but its not going well. at all. im easily agitated at anything. so i unintentionaly pick fights with anyone not meaning to say certain things then it causes all this negativity that is USUALLY the cause for my SI. but im ...

i hope i achieve every dream i want.... to be a teacher and have kids and be loved by the most wonderful man in the world who loves me for everything i am.

i hope to never leave my friends.... and i hope one day they can be ok too....

Name: Carley Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: yes. its been only 5 days... If so what is your motivation: myself. my future. Favorite coping skills: writing. taking a bath. Coping skills that work the least: talking about it. Safe places you can go: no where. Identify stressors (be spe...

to my teacher... you are an old hag and it wasnt fair how you lied and said we were all special when you knoew damn well i wasnt. you made that clear. and i will no longer let what you did get to me. you a selfish old bitch. to sarah... what you did was wrong. you are sick and it has taken me 8 year...

i wish i could let go of the past. i wish i would forget about him i wish i could be strong enough to stop cutting i wish i could be comfortable with my friends to know that jif i stop SIing theyll still be there. i wish i could sstop hurting everyone i wish i could stop the SU thoughts i wish i cou...