![:cry: :cry:](./images/smilies/icon_cry.gif)
I wish I could cry for real. Maybe then I'd get this stupid feeling out.
He's using me. And I know he is. I feel like a whore, but I always feel that I'm disappointing him if I don't do what he wants. One year...one year of this.
I don't know how much longer I can do it, but he's all I have
![:( :(](./images/smilies/icon_frown.gif)