bus

ok...why did you say hey if you were just gonna log off? why even say hey in the first place...? i dont think you know what you want. also, you should have a slap for lying to me. wrong timing? not meant to be? huh....but its the right timing for her?? what makes her so special? pfft im torn between...

i dont understand why u wont talk to me....

am i so bad?

Now and then I think of when we were together Like when you said you felt so happy you could die Told myself that you were right for me But felt so lonely in your company But that was love and it's an ache I still remember You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness Like resignation to the end...

i wonder if u tryed to kiss her on ur first date, like u did to me i wonder if u'v already pushed her boundaries, like u did to me i wonder if u'v said all the same things, about how this is the best relationship u'v ever had, and smiled at her jokes, and cheered her up while shes down, like u did ...

your not who i thought you were. you dont love me as you say you do, your not there for me, and i really need you right now but your too wrapped up in your own problems and pretending to care about me anymore. i have realised this and am hiding it from you. thats my secret!

im dreading the day when you realise, as i have, that i have nothing left to give. my mind and heart are now really broken, and when you realise how my wild mood swings and crazyness are not just a show for attention, you will run a mile. find someone who is whole and can deal with the strains of li...

im not coping with the amoutn of workload, and honestly i am really close to dropping out. idk what i would do if i did, but i just cant do it anymore. im scared about my future and having to explain this to everyone after i told them all of my abitions. i dont want to be a failure.

i need you and your not there for me anymore...

i dont really want to stay in school at all, and i really think im going to have to rethink my future.

pleaseeee

i wish you would see how much im hurting, i wish you knew how to help me.

the memories of you and what we did still haunt me, and each time i hear your name its like a stabbing wound in my chest. not because i miss you, but because im remembering everything you ever did to hurt me. im paying for your downfall.

I wish you well I hope you survive I hope you live, oh baby, so I can watch you cry . Cause I know in time you'll see what you did to me And you'll come running back. I'm gonna rain on your parade No, I won't take it again And I'll keep raining, raining, raining over you . I'm gonna rain on your par...

You'll take me on a journey And be there till the end It won't be an uphill struggle On you I can depend You promised me a dream home With roses round the door You'll cover me in diamonds There's nothing I want more And You'll be strong And you'll turn me on But I've got my doubts and what if I'm ri...

Saw the world turning in my sheets And once again I cannot sleep Walk out the door and up the street Look at the stars beneath my feet Remember rights that I did wrong So here I go Hello, hello There is no place I cannot go My mind is muddy but My heart is heavy does it show I lose the track that lo...

please dont hurt me please dont hurt me please dont hurt me please dont hurt me please be different from all the other guys, please dont hurt me please please please dont give me the wrong impression, dont make me fall if your not gonna catch me please dnt hurt me please dont hurt me please dont hur...

i dont believe that im worthy of love

i find it hard to believe that anyone loves me. i think they are pretending. i think your pretending.

i slipped pritty bad yesterday, and im so dissapointed that i didnt feel anything. feeling nothing is worse then i could have ever imagined. i feel worse now then when i used to SI daily.