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Today: 6/10/2017 :dkpurpstar: Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? -I don't know? Because my prior self harm marks on my wrists have healed and I'm really nervy about my doctor's appointment on Monday, where I'm supposed to get an EEG referral for my seizures. I t...

:bluestar: treasure: I don't know why I never replied. :o Drawing has been helping me out a lot (especially as I practice more). That's a good idea re: favorite songs. It definitely works better for me than trying to find something too "happy" straight off. I'm not sure. It feels like my emotional p...

I'm so tired of you treating me this way. Can you stop being gross for five minutes, or is that completely beyond you? It just makes me realize how massive a bullet I dodged when you broke up with me.

I only access BUS on my laptop, because my phone's web browser is awful and doesn't really load anything, much less a forum. :c And I've never tried to check it on my wife's tablet before.

Today: 7/19/2015 :dkpurpstar: Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? -Listening to too many sad songs brought uncomfortable feelings up, and now that I keep staring at my wrists and thinking they look too un-marked-up, I figured I should try to do this instead. :ton...

"Just like balloons
We soar on our own
Finally free
From the pain of our home
And just like balloons
That no one will hold
Free from the truth
That no one knows"

(MandoPony "Balloons")

I'd sell your heart to the junkyard baby For a buck, for a buck If you're looking for someone to pull you out of that ditch You're out of luck, you're out of luck ... It's all over, it's all over It's all over And there's a leak, there's a leak in the boiler room The poor, the lame, the blind Who ar...

This happened the other day. :grnstar: have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. -Yeah, I did when it happened. :pinkstar: what had happened just before? -FB trying to turn my profile into a page because my name wasn't my "real name." :grnstar: what were you th...

I should figure out a better way to deal with feeling like it's been too long since the last time I self-harmed, though. I'm not sure how to deal with that. i've had that thought/feeling be a trigger before. it sort of helped to mark time as "si free" in a positive way, with badges in my journal/pl...

Today: 1/15/2015 :dkpurpstar: Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? -I honestly don't know. I was just thinking earlier how it had been a while since I had self-harmed, and that has made me...really want to. Like I am not allowed to have a "too long" streak of non-...

it might depend on whether or not your Chrome has updated itself? because my version is 38.something or other beta, and that's when it changed...

if you're using chrome, i'm pretty sure it's a chrome thing because it looks different for me, too, and the font on all websites looks different. i don't know if there's a way to change that, though.

:bfly: swirlish: thank you :D i think because i ended up bombarded at the same time with cute baby photos, cute cat photos, and terrible egg pictures (like the ones where there's an egg that went splat but someone drew a face on them and stuff) from three different people, and it helped because i ha...

just wanted to note after last night, i didn't hurt myself

:bfly: treasure: Physical activity is a good idea. Today: 9/8/2014 :dkpurpstar: Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? -someone posted a rant about how they're so offended that someone got angry at them for having a deviantart stamp that said "r*pe is sometimes funny...

Ah, okay. Thanks, mian! That's what I thought, I was just feeling randomly guilty for not reporting every post earlier. That's good to know.

(I don't know that I have urges very much to require a masterpost. But I like masterposts. :tongue: ) :dkpurpstar: Replies are always welcome. :lblstar: Challenges are also always welcome, although please mark them as such. Today: 6/21/2014 :dkpurpstar: Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has ...

Thisisreallyawkwardformetopostforsomereason.

So when it comes to reporting spammers/spam posts, if there's, say, multiple spam posts in like a Place thread, for instance, all by the same spammer, is it preferable to just report one and call it good or report all of them?

Before You Self-Harm Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? -There's been a lot of drama on Tumblr that I've read through today about a person who's very unsafe--but reading about it and then reading people's responses has made me feel very unstable and horrible, es...

I'm not crazy
I'm just a tad bit strange
I can't control the thoughts
That always travel through my brain
Oh no, it's not my fault
So don't blame me
I swear to you
That I'm not really crazy