bus

oh you know, been surviving life.

Are you interested in baseball at all? The allstar game is on as we speak, but I haven't really been keeping up with it.

I'm sorry I couldn't have met you three months earlier, because then we would have had ample amounts of time to get to know each other and perhaps you would want to have a relationship with me regardless of you leaving. I'm sorry that I'm probably going to act like a bitch when you return to this to...

i am... tired depressed pessimistic i am not... assertive pretty funny optimistic i feel... sad angry i want... to be happy and positive. i need... friends who won't leave me. Someone who honestly cares about me. i have... only myself i love... my two cats my sister i hate... my mother myself people...

All around me are familiar faces worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for the daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kind of funny I find it...

sad

worried

ugly

tearful

because I knew it wouldn't solve any of my problems.

* how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I'll be able to put a physical pain/emotion with the wound as opposed to the nameless feelings floating around inside of me. * what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? A sense of de-press...

hopeless

forgotten

overwhelmed