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S and N: I miss you both a lot. I'm feeling a little abandoned. I do resent your leaving so much. I understand it's all for a good cause, but I can't make myself stop resenting it a little. I know it's wrong, and I'm working on it. I'm sorry if my problem is growing tiresome. Believe me, I'm tired o...

Tired.
Frustrated.
Lonely.
Bored.
Maybe I should go to bed...

I try for my God, my boyfriend, and my best friend, who all celebrate my victories and help pick me up when I fall. I try because I am working to accept the truth, deep down, that I am someone who is lovable and worth protecting.