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another liar and fraud... that's all you are. You tricked me and made me worse... I will NEVER trust anyone again and I wish you knew you are responsible for that.

Why don't you think about me when I can't stop thinking about you? Did I ever matter to you or was what you said all just lies? I hate you right now, I fucking hate you.

lonely
bored
lonely, as in not just wishing someone was around to talk to but as in I feel completely alone in the world, can't even think of anyone I want, just *somebody*
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did I say lonely?

Thanks for fucking replying to my emails "friends" ... always there when you need me, but when the fuck are you around except for when YOU need something?

That felt good, this thread is kind of cathartic

I just edited.. I think I posted this in the wrong section... sorry :( I was just wondering about those of you who are cutters, when do you seek medical treatment? By the time I started effective therapy I had already been cutting and getting stitches for more than 10 years, and after being hospital...

too tired, not a good enough reason, and also didn't wanted to ruin my almost two years of being SI free... very long time... so is laziness an option? Yes, laziness is most definitely an option, lol. Usually what stops me now (I have children so when I slip up it's always at night, and it's been a...

I forgot the biggest consequence for me, don't know how I forgot this one. I don't know if you are young or old, but for me THE biggest consequence has been having to explain my scars to my children (or worse having other children ask mine "what's wrong with your mommy's arms). Of course they have n...

Long sleves and long pants when it's so hot you feel like you're going to faint OR people staring at you all the time if you are covered with scars and SI your arms or legs. Questions from strangers, rude ones. Having to explain to new people you meet years after your last episode, because your shir...