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and the horrible thing for friends and family is, that even if you didn't want to kill youself, you still flirted with it and tempted death (cos no one knows for sure right?). you were ready to leave them. ready to take that risk. and however much they understand that you hurt enough to even risk yo...

FHF: Do not be nice to me.

And F? you are not getting a christmas card this year. you won't even notice. it's the last time it will be a big deal to me.

c- get your head out of your arse. and don't do something nice for me so it makes it hard for me to get angry. it's hard enough as it is. if you don't want to work, that's fine, but I DO, so shut up and let me get on with it. also, if i tell you something about me? don't make it all about you. if i ...