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mom~Quit saying you care, if you did you'd have forced me to move to virginia with you, no matter how upset I was. All the shit I've gone through would never have happened if you hadn't let me stay here with my aunt and uncle. I love them, but I've spent the past 11 years of my life wondering what i...

I've found that writing poems about how I'm feeling helps me deal with the urge to self harm and it also helps me to talk to an online friend who knows what I'm going through. But lately the poems haven't been helping and tonight my friend isn't online, and I'm feeling extremely suicidal/depressed. ...

I've been self harming for a little over a year now. I know I have it in me to stop but if I go longer than a few days w/o self harming I get extremely frustrated and give into the urge. I've found that blasting my favorite CD and singing along usually helps me get over the urge to SI however I can ...