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Hey I am Pope8586, but you can just call me Pope. I am a 19 year old female and I live in Michigan. I am a forum moderator in both distractions, games, and mainly place so feel free to come visit those forums and make lots and lots of posts! :wink: Right now, I am attending Michigan State University...

Thanks both of you.

And Truce, the ice idea actually sounds like a really good idea, and I may have to try it (as long as I can make sure no one will try to use the ice). I think that is a very clever idea and gives me time to think about things first.

Have you taken care of your physical wounds? Yes. What had happened just before? I was thinking about this guy I made-out with when I was drunk that I regret, and then I started thinking about Erik and what happened then and how much I hate myself for what happened. What were you thinking and feeli...

Oh cool - thank you.

Oh I see... haven't noticed.

Well thank you then. Take care.

The thing in my profile, sorry.

It just stopped working all of a sudden, and I want it to work, anyone know why?

I've made it over 20 weeks... I don't want it to stop counting now!

Hey there.

Welcome to bus, this place is filled with caring people who know how you're feeling, so you'll never be alone.

I hope you get what you need here.

Congrats on your week - that's really wonderful. Keep hanging in there. It'll get easier for you.

Take care.

Nothing really leaves this board - people can come and read this board, if you know anyone in real life that knows you come here, but we can't do anything about what is going on in your life. We live so far away there wouldn't be much we could do. If you're worried about some admin or mod reporting ...

Because I can't, I've left Patti, so I should leave SI. I can't SI because I feel like it would be disappointing Patti, even if she didn't know about it.

And now today is 13 weeks.

I am coming home (from college) this weekend and seeing Erik and Shannon and I don't want to have to worry about things like that. If I drunk and we have a shin-dig for his birthday I don't want to worry about being covered up (it's hard to do when drunk).

Those are definitely helpful things, thank you.

No - but I wanted to do the same thing for a class, so I am curious as to how to do this as well....

Is there something you want to change in your life? SI, most importantly, and not so much change things but accomlish dreams. If so, what's your action plan going to be? Get out there and do my best at everything, and don't give up until I've got what I want. And for SI - try to stay positive and g...

I am only a freshman in college right now, but I plan to become a child psychiatrist. Right now, I don't have my shit together, so it's strange, but I am hoping by then I do. Since becoming a psychiatrist takes so long anyways - I have time. I hope you get some advice you need, I know I didn't give ...

I was at work....

Long story, read my place, though I know you don't care.

I was unable to though, thank goodness.

And by the way, welcome to bus.

Maybe deep down your reason was that things just weren't right, or that you went so long without out it that you got scared and immediatly went back to using it to cope, there could have been a number of reasons, and though they may not feel significant - hey are still reasons. It may not be any of ...

Because I felt too hopeless to get more tools (I threw the last ones out)...

And because instead I just ended up crying until I finally fell asleep...



Maybe not that great, but it did work.

Hmmm.... that's weird, I've never had that happen to me.

*knocks on wood*

I hope you get it figured out.