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1. Can I take my therapist? Because that's what I would do. 2. The computer, and the internet - so I could communicate with BUS, and check my email, and have instant messager. What a luxurious island, huh? 3. CD's that I could play on the computer - that's a must. It would keep my occupied as well. ...

I needed either an 'I don't know' and an 'other' because I do sometimes, and other times I don't. So, it's confusing.

I looked as well, and at least all of your posts are still there. I clicked and looked at your profile, and it said that you had 1079, so you must still have your posts. It's weird that your count went down though.

Honestly? Sleep! In the morning it's a new day, and I can think a bit more straight, you know?

I agree - it's just a number, and really doesn't matter. It is interesting to see how many you have, but it doesn't make a difference if you have 1 or 10,000!!! Everyone still cares for one another, either way. So don't worry so much, maybe some of your posts were deleted because someone had a probl...

Have you done volunteer work? Yes, I've done random things such as helping with races (fun runs and such) to volunteering at LACASA. What sort, and how was it? Different things, but not much, just here and there when I can. For LACASA - I always wanted to work with the people, but was too young rea...

I was just too tired.

Because I haven't since... I think April 14th, and I am not going to fuck it up!

I am so sorry, that sounds like such a horrible thing to have to deal with. First, I think you should be able to cry or be upset and express your sadness in anyway you can... that's healthy! Don't listen to your father, at this time he should be conforting you, not getting mad at you. I am sorry he ...

Everytime I sign out, I log off. When I come back on though, everytime it says that I have visited when I haven't. Like today, I just got on, and it says I came on this morning, when really I haven't been on in 2 days. So I don't see some of the posts in the 'View new posts since your last visit' se...

Get the cute gloves!!

Maybe, though they probably help as well.

I know when I say the psychiatrist, they immediatly gave me meds, that's why I left, and never came back nor took any of the meds perscribed.

Bed sounded much more nice...

I want to heal a bit, so I can be comfortable in my soccer shorts and cute dresses or something if we have to dress up. Also, summer is coming, which means short shorts and bathing suits... and I don't want to be too destroyed.

I didn't want to have to worry about it showing while playing soccer.

I really wanted to though , but I guess I am glad I didn't.

Because I have soccer conditioning now, and I have to wear shorts, and I am already in a panic if I think my shorts are too short and you can see scars, and cutting more obvious marks red marks, would make me even more scared and I don't need that right now. Whew, I said that. I don't need it right ...

Well - I can't really say I am totally 'depressed' right now, but for the past... I really needed other, but I said about the same - for right now atleast. I used to sleep all the time and even during the day... all day long, then I couldn't sleep at all and was up at night. But now, feeling better ...

Because I've given ENOUGH blood lately (I gave blood Friday).

(I am the 100th post in here )

Because I was too tired to, I wanted to, but I was too lazy! Wierd, huh?

Because I am only 2 days from seeing my T, and I don't want to bring a bunch of bad news!