bus

frustrated
what is the point?
close to breaking point

quiet
anticipating...
anxious about tomorrow
slightly out of control

fat
bullied
isolated
pathetic
nervous
hurt

Fat
Under pressure
Crowded
Mean
Hate me

D.J i'm sorry i should have told you that you would only be here for twenty minutes. i'm sorry you're upset, it's my fault, i should have made the situation for this week clear. And i should have told you what to expect next week before you let today.

Today i *feel* like a scar. i think there is more scar tissue than regular skin on my body. Usually i am okay with them, but have just been to plastics clinic and that has made me feel bad about them

angel

in pain
pleased
sick
weird

pro-active

Confused
Isolated
Hate myself

Something physical is weighing down on me
Lost
Confused
Want to hide

Kat - i'm sorry i gave you those ultimatums, let's come to a compromise

Sad
Sorry

Fake
Useless
Scared
Alone

in pain

Fat
Ugly
Dirty
Cross
Sad
Useless

i feel refreshed
i feel ugly
i feel angry
i feel useless
i feel fat

Tired
Fed up
Stupid

Fat
Edgy
Like a bitch
Mean
Funny

Empty
Relieved
Cold
Lethargic
WHAT IS SLEEP??

Yay! We all have inner zebras!

i like that thought!

You're right, it does add some humour to a delicate topic of conversation...i like it

angel