bus

i wish i was thin

i wish this burn would heal

i wish i knew what it was like to have real, fulltime friends

i wish i could take other people's pain away

i wish katrina would try to understand

{PMs okay} i miss size x clothes being too big for me. i hate it when people say i look good now i am at a 'healthy' weight; they mean i am fat. i always agree with people when they say i was too thin back then; but inside i'm screaming that even then i was still too big. i would give anything to go...

Guilty
Tired
Quiet

quiet
still in pain
sad

low
in pain
quiet

Um hi.

i just joined welcome wagon...are there any specific tasks to do? Or just generally post to welcome newbies? Don't want to do anything wrong, so would be grateful if someone could just let me know!

Thanking you

angel

proud of myself
not so alone

Saren wrote:I'm reading an anthology right now called "Staying Alive: Real Poems For Unreal Times"

I haven't gotten too far, but the title is promising.

i have that too

angel

nervous
spiky

{PMs okay} i think i was raped. How can i ever say aloud i *think* i was raped? The truth is, i don't remember anything other than waking up in his bed with him and him there and i was bruised. i don't feel i am allowed to have these feeling b/c i don't even know what happened. i still purge and the...

Hey

i just wanted to say i read i don't have any advice, or even really many words...but i hear you and i am sorry you are suffering.

Feel free to PM me any time.

angel

Welcome to bus

There's no need to feel embrrassed about a slip up. June 2005...is an aweome achievement...hold on to that and dis-regard your slip up. You're an inspiration.

angel

:star: Name: Emily :star: Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI?: Yes (reduce) :star: If so, what is your motivation?: i don't want si to restrict me any more...i want my freedom back. :star: Favourite Coping Skills: Distractions box, staying with people :star: Coping Skills tht work the lea...

If you still want some inspirational quotes, let me know b/c i just found my book of quotes this weekend, and there are some pretty good ones in there! Hope your box is still helping you!

angel

Scared
Nervous
Looking forward

Dead inside
Broken
Scared
Sorry

A little evil
i shouldn't be here
Not so lonely (Flutterbye )

Broken

so close to the edge
frustrated
angry
low
invisible
su

useless