bus

I know you love me, and I know you want to protect me. I know I was skick and asked a lot of you, needed your suppourt and guidance. But I'm well now. I'm a 23 year old woman. I need to make decisions for myself. I know you think I am doing the wrong thing, but instead of putting me down for it, can...

Cast No Shadow - Oasis

Foreign Land - Eskimo Joe

Hate This Place - Goo Goo Dolls

Grim accomplishment.

Second Chance - Shindown

My eyes are open wide
By the way I made it through the day
*
I just saw Hayley's comet, she waved
Said why you always running in place
Even the man in the moon dissaperared
Somwehere in the stratosphere
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I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance.

Frustrated and desperate. Urge to prove myself, to keep on going and not give up.

In giving you what you wanted I lost so much of myself. Three issues, two reloved on a standoff. The third you ignored, downplayed even fostered. I was screaming for help. Now that I'm sane again it consumes me again. I've come full circle. I don't know wether to thank you or curse you for it. It's...

Shimmer - Fuel She calls me from the cold, just when I was low feeling short of stable All that she intends, all she keeps inside isn't on the label She says she's ashamed and can she take me for a walk And can I be a friend, we'el forget the past but mabey I'm not able And I break at the bend We're...

Feel like I am fighting a loseing battle, but will not give up. Slightly frustrated and jibberty... need to do something.

Quasimodo - Lifehouse

You can be right and I'll be real
Honesty won't be a pain that you will ahve to feel
Cus I don't need your approval to find my worth

Trapped inside of my own mind
Afraid to opem my eyes because of what i'd find
And I don't wanna live like this anymore

like a failure. guilt. shame.

sick cycle carousel - lifehouse

lke i want to go home, despite already being there.

guilt, anxiety

please help me. i try so hard to ask for help... it's just so insanely complicaited. i can't say the words. i wish i could but i can't... not in full anyways. just please try and put all the clues together. not that i want or need help anyway. i'm fine so long as my moods stay stable, or so i thought.

i am scared of the dark

cast no shadow - oasis

i do want to go to new zeland with you. but i just can't. self preservation. it would kill me. same reasons i can't stay over. i want to but it just cannot happen.

save me?