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smells like teen spirit - nirvana

With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid, and contagious
Here we are now , entertain us

frustrated. adgitated. lonley. peeved to the max

I'm sad becasue I am all hot and sweaty and smelly and I need to dye my hair and it's all muggy. [85% humidity or summat :o] I'm happy because IT'S RAINING!!! Not enough to break the drought, but enough to give alot of releif on the gardens and fill up a few tanks and such. And Lake Grovedale is bac...

dizzy, goo goo dolls. torn between two opposing actions... for once the lyrics are what i feel opposed to the actual fell of the song. You're cynical and beautiful You always make a scene You're monochrome delirious You're nothing that you seem I'm drowning in your vanity Your laugh is disease You'r...

can you stop playing this fucking game with me? You're cynical and beautiful You always make a scene You're monochrome delirious You're nothing that you seem I'm drowning in your vanity Your laugh is disease You're dirty and you're sweet You know you're everything I need you are a fucking enigma! ei...

Blurry by Puddle of Mudd.

bits i'm feeling...

Everything’s so blurry
and everyone's so fake
everybody’s empty
and everything is so messed up


everyone is changing
there’s no one left that’s real


the song feels melancholy. a kinda rockin' melancholy. dunno. sad and mellow angry.

i am sad because i am over what i weighed last time [kinda a weight watchers club i am in...] and i feel like i will let everybody down. i am happy becasue i have been exercising and eating well. i'm DOUBLE HAPPY becasue i scored so much christmas stuff to use at the end of the year at guides. lots ...

...apprehensive. like time is running out. that i'm missing it.

not sure what though...

ever had one of those days where you just cant give a damn? well, today is that day. i need some time to chill. can you leave me be for five minutes? don't get me wrong, i'm not mad at you. i just want to spend some time alone. im sure you want to sometimes to. please leave me be. *** happy birthday...

hey lp! is it that there are so many thigns, goals you want to do that it is just overwhelming? or mabey you just don't feel they are important enough? *tries to think* what i would do is choose just one. say i wanted to make my overalls for guide camps *looks sheepish* i would say, 'i dont give a c...

I wish that i was a smater person and could actual write. And i also wish that i could help ppl more it makes me so sad when i cnt help someone else when they come to me for help. only time shal tell... thing i dnot like about when people say they are not smart, they miss that there aer other ways ...

:star: milo :star: a long hard day of manual labor [eg helping someone move house, or working at the farm] where you feel tired but accomplished :star: christmas cards from my guides... the little presetns they make and give me as a 'just becasue' thing :star: milo :star: sunset on the beach... and ...

^hope you made it seashellz!^ i am proud of myself for yesterday/tuesday becasue i held onto my temper for so long. i've never held on to it for more than half an hour, but i managed to not lose it for more tahn 6 hours! and when i did, there was no punching, kicking and screaming. just a few angry ...

i feel

hungry
tired
fat... swollen/ugly/heavy
useless

i use innocent old-time books as my escape. anything by enid blyton [malory towers, st claire's, faraway tree, other compilation books] also a bit of rhol dalh [sp?] matilda, BFG etc. the adult short stories are good when i'm not in need of fluff, but something plesant to read. and fanfiction... you...

susan m is there a difficult situation you are facing right now? a smaller one that you still avoid? take it by the proverbials and get it done. do the little things to get the confidence to deal with the big things. pink spider make yourself employable! find the jobs you would like, and work out wh...

road trippin' by the red hot chili peppers. not so much the words, but the 'feel' of the song. just mellow and cool.

i find that the sound and feel of the song fits me better than the words do.

since the moment i spotted you like walking round with little wings on my shoes my stomach's filled with the butterflies and it's alright bouncing round from cloud to cloud i got a feeling that i'm never gunna come down if i said i diddnt like it then you know i lied - why don't you and i, santana/c...

u forgot aboriginal and australian...

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