bus

weak and pathetic.

I lie to fit in with other's perceptions of me. In the Guiding World, I am pretty much superwoman. Never gets angry, can do anyhitng, one hell of a pain tolerence. Other times I don't tell the truth because it is not required or inapropriate. Take Guiding as an example. I could ahve been sans sleep ...

PFD is proud of herself today because she is all ready for Guides and is not running around stressing about it. AND she has been for a walk and will go on another.

Go PFD!!! *does happy cheerleader dance*

completely in over my head... i don't know what to do, but there's an overwhelming feeling to keep on going. an 'i hate the world and everything in it, its all out to get me but buggered if i'll lie down and let it consume me' feeling.

Warm Fuzzy for Wizards

You are brave to speak out and ask for help - especially in a new place. and your username is made of win! it makes me think of harry potter, which makes me happy. so seeing your username, seeing you around on here makes my day a bit brighter

pfd

scared shitless

lost and hopless... like i want somone to come in and take control for a bit.

i'm sory i couldn't stay... no i'm not sorry. i fucking bend over backwards for your lot, do your work and you fucking won't even look at me! do you know how hard a time i am having? i'm considering having a break from it all yet you expect so fucking much from me. fuck off and die wench. have you g...

i am awsome beacuse i can turn my feel backwards AND i like milo i am two kinds of awsome!

i'm sick and i'm not sure i want to get better. it makes me feel powerful and strong. i just want to tell someone who is there but not there; like you tell me things. i'm scared you are going to try and save me, when i don'twant to be saved. just tell me lies that oyu know i need.[/quote]

a mixture of ana's song [silverchair] and mad season [matchbox 20]

i feel the words and the music both fo once

this is my fucking life. when i go home it feels like my life is over for the time. this is why i get up in the fucking morning. do you have any idea how much this shit means to me?

*squeeing at the people who ahve repiled* good job guys! i never thought i could come up with sometihing i liked about me, but i guess it makes you loook at you in parts that make up a whole, and with so many different parts, you can't hate it all. makes you think. today i had one of those days wher...

Bit of a challenge for the lot of you a mate gave me. A fair few of us harbour an intense dislike for our bodies. It is one of the reasons I hurt myself. My mate told me to think about my whole body. From the hair on my head, to my toes, to my bones, skin, immune system, liver etc. And i had to pick...

i feel stuck... and i feel like i am waiting.

i also feel 'fake ít' by seether.

never change - puddle of mudd

empty inside. hollow. lethargic.

tired

lonesome

without hope, but willing to carry on. resigned to carry on without a point.

waiting for the sun - powderfinger

so fuckinglong, don't you think i deserve an answer?!?!? i thought i was your fucking best freind and you blow me off just like that? cus your a little tired? FUCK YOU! i've been working THREE JOBS, at least two different places everyday since fucking christmas, i was giving you my only day off in t...