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I go though times when I eat nothing at all for days and days, or very little. Then months where I am completely normal. When my food intake drops from three meals and snacks to a very very small meal made of snacks size portions, I tell my parents that I'm hungry and casually mention that I haven't...

I need to find a new therapist. I also need to figure out how to tell my parents that I think I need to go see a different one. We've quit going to my current one, and we were planning on not going to anyone else. She's just too far and too expensive, and I never felt comfortable talking to her, and...

Good job, Poya. :) It's hard isn't it? Today I had a job as a candidman (photographer) at a tea party, and I made it though without breaking down at all, even though I was very upset. Half way though things got better and I had a wonderful time. My voices kept whispering that they hated me, ect. and...

Anyone want to try out the online CBT course with me? I want to have someone to discuss things with, and such, someone to keep me from forgetting about it. We can keep eachother accountable?

Anyone want to try it out with me? The link is on the sticky up there, if you want to find it.

I'm working on a page online that lists what I like to call the fairy God mother spells for dealing with intense emotions. lol. It's not really magical at all, it just involves a few things as distractions and such. I'll post it when it's finished. But it's things like when I am afraid I repeat the ...

I may try it. I've just quit theropy, cause I wasn't comfortable talking with her, and we've not gotten anyone else, and I think we won't be getting anyone...so i'm on my own. But would anyone want to do it with me? I don't want to do it alone? Could we buddy up and discuss how things work with us, ...

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I understand totally how you say it shakes you up. To me it happens about 2 or 3 times a month, though when Sarah comes around, she talks to me every day for months. I'm very scared she is going to come back. My friend said why is it bothering you so much if it only happens like 3 times a month? I d...

I am getting things treated.

Apparently I have heavy metal toxidity and that may have been causing my halicinations? Higher than normal concentrations of mercury.

Well for a while I was on medication -- antiphycotic-- but it made no difference what so ever with me hearing things so basicly the doctor took me off of it after saying that he "was unable to track it to any mental illness " and didn't want to try anything else cause it might not be compatable with...

For me it got bad at one point. There was another girl in my head and I had involved conversations with her. But she's gone now I kicked her out. Every time she said something like that I was a horrible person, I started saying no i'm not; I bought my friend lunch today because her dad doesn't care ...

I have made a connection latley and I have realized that my hallucinations get so very much worse and come on so fast when my blood sugar is low. First my hands start shaking, and I feel weak and dizzy, and if other people are around I begin to get very very anxcious in social situations, I end up h...

please help me. There is something I want to do for a friend but it's complicated.

http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php? ... 04#2983904

there's the topic link

I need advice. Warning it's rather long. It does mention sexuality breifly but I don't tink it needs a spoilier for anything.

Beauty From Pain-Superchick (Christian) This is an instramental but I love it it's so dramatic, and the pieces of thunder and rain in it is awesome. Eternal - Evanescence link to Eternal - http://evanescencereference.info/music/downloads/OriginCD/Evanescence%20-%20Origin%20-%2011%20-%20Eternal.mp3 a...

Great! We need to remember our victories! I don't know about you but I always seem to remember my mistakes.

Because everyone knows now, and will be disipointed in me if I do. Because everyone knows now, and will make fun of me and hurt my feelings. Because my best friend loves me, and doesn't want me to hurt myself. Because a trip to the hospital would set me behind in my collage classes. Because I don't ...

I want to make a difference by finishing my book and publishing it. It's an account of all i've gone though with my mental illness...whatever it is that I have, no one knows. And I hope that people who havn't gone though that sort of thing will begin to understand them, and hopefully it will change ...

I bookmarked this thread. I encourage you all to do the same. Can't let it die! My friend was talking to her dad over speaker phone, and he started being really mean to her, holding everything she's ever done wrong over her head, and blaming her for her sister being in jail, and saying that she coul...

I love this thread! hm. Today I gave my friend a pen in class, and let him keep it. I wouldn't have said it was really a random act of kindness, but he seemed so greatful for it I guess it was to him. And I sat and listened to this girl from my old school, (who, on the first day, wouldn't even tell ...

In five years I will be 21. be driving be finished with highschool and some collage? have a girlfriend, and get my family to accept her. ... and this girl just walked in from my old school and started talking to me about her career, plans for the future, highschool and classes and junk. I was like w...