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I wish people loved me for me, not who they want me to be.

What is your secret? I cant trust anyone any more, not even myself. Why is it a secret? Because I know that if I tell people, they will turn their back on me What are your feelings about this secret? I hate it, wish it didn't exsist, but there aint anything i can do about it. Why are you telling th...

Why do you always fuck me about, pretend you care, then go stabb me i the back, what have I done, tell me and maybe I can make it better. D, why do you always ignor me, pretend I dont exsist, L gets to see you more and she dont even live with you, do you know how that makes me feel. E, why do you a...

Do you use coping methods (healthy ones... ) in combination or just on their own? I try, but it never works. Name something that helps you to cope beginning with the letter 'A'. ...... Do you see coping ideas as ways to banish feelings/urges or as a way to process/deal with how you're feeling? Umm d...

It's not these scars that make me me, If you can see past these scars then maybe you will see the real me.

Okay so it aint grate, but I just thought it up the now,so ....

I'm grateful for my frend Ellis, she knows everything, yet still sticks by me, I don't no where I would be if her sholder wasen't there to cry on some nights.
Thanks for being there.

In five years I will be 19

I want to be on my gap year, in africa or something. Free of SI, pritty, and maybe with a fue other mates.

I would allso like to have a lover not that that will happen.

Gosh I do like dreaming.

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I feel alone, like I have nobody to talk to. I'm scared I'm goiing to lose everything, Im scared that Im pushing everyone away.

Ihave no idea how Im going to solve any of this.

I just wanted to say thanks for being there for me. You were the first person I told and you have stood by me no matter what, even when I was in on of the "for fuck sake just leave me alone" moods.

To K, H, L, D Oh My Fucking God. Don't you have something else to talk about, you little biches. God can't you jut except I have different tastes from you's. You dont even notice when I'm falling apart, all you do is push me away, and btch about me behind my back. Don't yous have a life. Fucking hel...

OK so Ive found a great way of getting rid of urges / stress.

I have a nintendo Wii and every tim i feel i need to cut, or an stressed, i go and play boxing on wii sports, its also a good way of letting your anger out.

Does anybody else do this.
Does it help them.