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I've tried that with other things, but nothing felt right. I tried strawberries because they're red, but they're way too soft. Potatoes would be good!

"and all that helps, especially with practice. but for me, at least -- especially recently -- it hasn't been helping enough. and i find myself doing this really interesting thing. really scary thing, too. i'm not sure if it's good or bad or what. i suddenly find myself fantasizing about the whole th...

Thanks, I'll try these.

I hope this is the right place to post this... How do you cope with flashbacks of abuse? They used to make me want to cut so badly, and I'd just cut and they'd go away most of the time. Now I've stopped cutting, it's been over six months since I've done it, and more like nine since I've done anythin...