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by rememberthatiloveyou
Sat Jun 14, 2008 2:29 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76591

today is 2 months si free. longest i've made it in a really really really long time. and nobody cares or realizes how very hard that was. all i want to do is si. a lot. but i can't, because i'm a stupid camp counselor. everything started making sense again and getting better and i have to go screw i...
by rememberthatiloveyou
Tue May 27, 2008 3:05 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76591

i'm moving there to be with you, not because of the school work...my school is fine, and better than the one there, i'm not struggling...i could figure out what i wanted to do if i tried, i haven't tried. not because i like the town, honestly...i like my town better, its bigger and more fun...yes pa...
by rememberthatiloveyou
Tue May 06, 2008 2:01 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76591

i only like skinny boys, it makes me feel really shallow
by rememberthatiloveyou
Mon Apr 28, 2008 10:37 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76591

i love ana, mia scares me
by rememberthatiloveyou
Mon Apr 28, 2008 3:24 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76591

no matter how terrible or different or distant you are i will always love you, and i think you're the only person i would really be happy with.
by rememberthatiloveyou
Thu Apr 24, 2008 4:39 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76591

i hate my body and i wish i was so skinny you could see all my bones, i wish i was ana and mia i hate being fat
by rememberthatiloveyou
Wed Apr 16, 2008 10:58 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76591

Image
by rememberthatiloveyou
Tue Apr 01, 2008 11:28 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 183203

i wish you didn't help me get over my eating disorder. i think i probably just gave up trying, but i hate myself now because i am so damn fat! i'm not one of those skinny girls that says their fat though...i used to be...now i actually am fat. :x
by rememberthatiloveyou
Fri Mar 28, 2008 3:18 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
Replies: 4409
Views: 150713

nervous
apprehensive
a little bit happy
by rememberthatiloveyou
Fri Mar 28, 2008 4:33 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 183203

roommate: when you scream for hours on the phone and won't go outside...i think you are really really really stupid for being so dramatic and getting upset so easily over your selfish, controlling, knows you are wrapped around his finger boyfriend that you will yell at forever but won't ever actuall...
by rememberthatiloveyou
Fri Mar 28, 2008 4:26 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Want to make a difference in the world? *possie*
Replies: 53
Views: 3454

i want to love people

"we're called to hold our hands against the wounds of a broken world to stop the bleeding" -Don Miller
by rememberthatiloveyou
Fri Mar 28, 2008 12:26 am
Forum: coping
Topic: The Worry Doll Thread
Replies: 412
Views: 21217

i'm worried that people will see that/continue to treat me like i'm fragile and that i won't ever be strong. i'm worried i won't ever be able to love people as much as i could. i'm worried my dad will never approve of me and hate me after i tell him i'm leaving school.
by rememberthatiloveyou
Thu Mar 27, 2008 9:40 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
Replies: 357
Views: 23017

detached. try to remember things i used to like and attach myself to reality again.
by rememberthatiloveyou
Thu Mar 27, 2008 1:47 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
Replies: 4409
Views: 150713

urgy...haven't si'ed all day. can't identify emotions...i really wish i could...so, confused maybe? the way i think things should make me feel: loosing friends because they don't care anymore: sad and angry? a little relieved that they won't bug me about si? starting a new job i think i might like o...
by rememberthatiloveyou
Wed Mar 26, 2008 4:43 am
Forum: coping
Topic: I'm proud of myself today because....
Replies: 1894
Views: 84020

i told someone that i si'd today. and i am almost done with a really long and hard paper that is due tomorrow.
by rememberthatiloveyou
Tue Mar 25, 2008 10:04 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets and more (please stay safe)
Replies: 107
Views: 9538

What is your secret? i love being miserable Why is it a secret? because it is ridiculous What are your feelings about this secret? i know it is crazy, but i can't really help it. Why are you telling this secret now? because i want to figure out why i feel that way Is this something you could change/...
by rememberthatiloveyou
Tue Mar 25, 2008 10:00 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets and more (please stay safe)
Replies: 107
Views: 9538

What is your secret? i think i am in love with my best friend Why is it a secret? because he thinks i love him like my brother What are your feelings about this secret? nothing will ever come of it. i'm not his 'type' Why are you telling this secret now? because its been on my mind lately Is this so...
by rememberthatiloveyou
Sat Mar 22, 2008 4:42 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76591

i'm scared to read through the coping section, because deep down i don't want to recover. i love being so depressed that i can't stop crying for hours. its really sick. but i know in my mind i'll be happier if i'm better, and can have normal friendships
by rememberthatiloveyou
Sat Mar 22, 2008 4:37 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
Replies: 1252
Views: 57337

i don't want my irl friends to have to take care of me as much as they do.
by rememberthatiloveyou
Sat Mar 22, 2008 4:13 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 183203

a little bit of *SI* triggs

n-i am done loving you. sometimes i wish we had never met, but then i know i wouldn't be who i am today. maybe that would be better, maybe i wouldn't si so much if you hadn't taught me that i meant something and that my parents' abuse couldn't define me then ignored me and treated me like shit so mu...