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by Geordie
Tue Jun 29, 2010 4:22 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets Thread - Read first post!
Replies: 573
Views: 104029

Re: Secrets Thread - Read first post!

I need you, Matt. You were my world. It wasn't about love - not the romantic kind. I wasn't - I'm NOT - in love with you. But I need you. You were the only person, the only person in my entire life to make me feel like I was okay, like I wasn't bad, like there isn't something intrinsically WRONG wit...
by Geordie
Sun May 24, 2009 6:13 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76553

I say I have no friends, and it feels true. But there are people who care about me. I feel selfish for not being well for them.
by Geordie
Mon Nov 17, 2008 1:51 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76553

I wish I could go to church, not just to be with God, but because you're there. She's right, I'm obsessed with you.
by Geordie
Sun Nov 16, 2008 2:24 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76553

I like her and I hate her. I hate being a teenage girl.

I finally worked out why I can't tell if he's lying.
by Geordie
Sat Nov 08, 2008 3:42 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76553

I lied about everything.
by Geordie
Sat Nov 08, 2008 12:40 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76553

I think I'm too lazy to live.
by Geordie
Fri Nov 07, 2008 10:39 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76553

I really want her out of my life. I lied about it just being a 'personality clash' between us. I HATE her. And she hates me. I don't know how you missed this.

I hate her because she's an immature, manipulative, selfish bitch. And because she has you.
by Geordie
Wed Aug 13, 2008 1:34 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76553

I resent you to the fifth circle of hell. You have EVERYTHING I want, and even though I love you, I hate you for it.
by Geordie
Mon Jul 28, 2008 2:16 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76553

I really do love you. I'm sorry I find it so hard to touch you, or let you touch me, but I hate it. Please stop.
by Geordie
Mon Mar 03, 2008 11:40 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76553

I think my friends are getting sick of me :cry:
by Geordie
Tue Feb 26, 2008 10:34 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76553

I know I'm fat and I hate it. I want to stop eating, but I can't. I don't have the will power
by Geordie
Fri Feb 15, 2008 2:09 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76553

The story is about you. I can see it happening. And I'm sorry.
by Geordie
Wed Feb 13, 2008 1:40 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76553

I wish I was having this operation instead of my sister. She'll be whole after this. I'll never be.
by Geordie
Thu Jan 17, 2008 2:03 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Disabilities and SI
Replies: 11
Views: 367

It's so sad that people use things we can't control as reasons for teasing or mocking. But as I said earlier, if the only thing someone has going for them is that they don't have a disability? THat's pathetic. Let them mock. What they say doesn't have any meaning. It's just talk. My disability hasn'...
by Geordie
Mon Jan 14, 2008 1:53 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Disabilities and SI
Replies: 11
Views: 367

people say thinks to me and i feel realy bad abut and end up cutting People saying stuff to me used to bother me a lot. I had people at my job telling my manager to fire me and hire someone who could work properly. These people are a joke . Just think. The main reason people are cruel to other peop...
by Geordie
Sun Jan 13, 2008 2:35 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 183106

To my brother- Did you think I wouldn't realize what you did? I was a kid then. I didn't understand. But I'm not a little kid anymore. I know what you did to me was wrong. You messed me up and theres nothing you can do to make things right. To my best friend- I'm never going to let you go. If you ne...
by Geordie
Sun Jan 13, 2008 1:57 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Disabilities and SI
Replies: 11
Views: 367

Disabilities and SI

Hello, I'm Geordie and I am (according to doctors, specialists, and bitchy kids at school) a CRIPPLE. I can walk (most of the time... occasionally...) but stairs, dancing, running, any kind of sports are a problem. It's frustrating, and on more then one occasion it's caused me to want to SI. So I go...
by Geordie
Sat Jan 12, 2008 4:26 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 76553

Being told I'm "normal" is the worst thing someone could say to me. Hearing it hurts like stabbing. Wouldn't be a secret, but everyone I know reassures me that I am, and I can't bring myself to tell them how much damage they're doing.