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Thanks for the replies. Nobodytoyou, i wasnt offended with anything you said... i think you are right on track. You asked about my motivaiton to stop.. well, it kinda has always been , because no one wants me to SI . and i think a part of that is the young rebellious me - saying if she didnt EXACTLY...

Question: (expanded version) I have a new therapist... and concerning SI, she doesnt feel its anything major. She doesnt even bring up the topic. even if i just told her about 20 bad things that happened on one week. I so badly want to run away from lifes pains by numbing it out- not caring how much...

Hey there! I just finished college myself- and can totally relate to the stress of doing an internship while trying to keep up with classes. And having a pet die during the middle of a term... oh boy do I know the feeling. I was thinking. about the extra credit poetry readings ... could you make it ...

i just want to die!!! I GIVE UP!!!!!!! I dont want to be alive anymore!!

SI TRIGGER!! . . Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? i need to see something flowing out of me. there is too much built up inside me. more than i can handle, mor the can fit in me. what brought me to this place i guess is the natural depression and a bad day. [*]H...

[*]Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? I need to feel something. It seems my increased meds have made me numb. I was very much in the pits before.. but now i am just floating around, and i cant stand it. My body needs a good shock to get back into action. [*]Have...

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