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Thank you world, for letting me have a normal day. Even though my brilliant master plan didn't work :roll:. But I don't mind. Thank you B, for keeping me company during lunch, it mattered alot to me. Thank you MWR again (I seem to be thanking MWR alot) for making th single lesson we shared the high...

Found another one Muse - Invincible Place it under Rock. Basically it saying that even during hard times, if we stick together, we are invincible. "During the struggle, they will pull us down But please, please lets use this chance To turn things around And tonight, we can truly say Together we're i...

For a long time I wanted to be an A&E doctor or some sort of doctor. The Tsunami really kicked that off again, and I desperately wanted to help the people there anyway I could. I want to go to the third-world, probably Africa (lived there and loved it) and give even the most basic medical service an...

I generally feel unstable and miserable most of the time, and I'm not as happy as I make out to be. Me and C just go over the top, thats the only me you see. That person is just happy, and fake, but happy. I don't even really like C, she's fake, just like the person you see everyday. If only you kn...

MWR, I keep thinking about you. Trust me, I do not want this, but you're wonderful all the same. Tomorrow will be fun, hopefully. It always is. The lessons we have together are the highlight of my day. Also, you were one of the few people that were concerned when I hit my head, and you sounded like...

To the Teenagers at school Leave me Alone! I don't want any of your laughter or stares Yes I know I have a massive white plaster on my face. And before you ask about it, couldn't you stop for a minute and think that 100 other people have asked about it today, and I just want to be left alone cause I...

Urgy and empty.

I wish I would know what you are thinking now. I don't want you to worry, cause I love you. Don't pressure me to tell you, I will do, in my own time I don't even know if I want to stop, or if I want to continue I just don't know This has changed me so much, but when I look back to who I was, I woul...

I miss you. You always make me smile. I wish I wouldn't always feel guilty about smiling I just need someone to know. But I don't see the point anymore I put myself here, and if I can't get out by myself, I don't really deserve to get out. I don't deserve anything I just feel empty and cold So Cold.

To A and C - For Christ Sake stop for once! Don't you ever bloody stop talking! The joke was THIS MORNING, and you didn't stop laughing ALL DAY. All I ask for is some peace and quiet, I have head off to the bloody loos for some silence. To MT - You are a cruel and arrogant bastard. You and JY just s...

I got through the day without SIing (reading the costume design sketch book instead)

Empty and Cold.

Low, Empty, Depressed.
I've been thinking too much.

Low
Depressed
Lethargic
Lost
Just wants to forget.

I'm going to go downstairs, talk to mum for a bit, come back up here, listen to happy music, have an early shower, then tuck into bed with a good book, then fall alseep.

You walked past me on the stairs at school, and said hi. Please Don't do that... I think you're wonderful but you make me ashamed and hateful about everything I was so fragile anyway on that day, but that simple 'Hi' sent me back to the place I'd spent the last 20 minutes of my lunchtime trying to ...

"nobody said it was easy noone ever said it would be so hard i'm going back to the start" :purpheart: coldplay. I love that song, and I've always loved it. :D Anyway.... Muse - Hoodoo Come into my life Regress into a dream We will hide And build a new reality Draw another picture Of the life you co...

Can't I be happy with good things? I have a good time, but then I'm sent back down again because of the guilt I feel about everything/ Why can't anymore see I'm not fine. I hate this I'm terrified of these thoughts that tell me ways to make you notice What's even scarier, is that I think that they ...