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OneRepublic/Timberland - Apologize [/size] I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down, but wait You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say that... I...

*SU* The World Just leave me alone. Can't I just switch off for a bit It just get too much sometimes, and I'm just so tired of it all. I don't want to continue, I just want to switch off for a bit. I just want to sleep, and wake up a different person No-one gives a fuck about who I am. Well... A few...

Argh! Why do I have to Fucking lie all the time! You ASKED me, 'are you self-harming' and I could've fucking told you. It's not like I would've had to pluck up my courage to start to tell a story. All I needed was to just answer with a simple one word reply. But instead I just said 'no' I sometimes...

I paid the bus fare for person I didn't know very well, so she could get home, otherwise she would've been stuck.

I cut to punish myself, so I can keep laughing So I won't have to feel ashamed and unhappy about myself So I won't punish myself for being a horrible person, by not enjoying everything, the cuts do that for me. So I can have a good time, and enjoy laughing, without feeling ashamed or guilty All it ...

I'm worried about tomorrow, because it could go so well or so badly. I'm worried about failing I'm worried about my mother's mobility, and whether she will have to go in for a knee op. I'm worried about my friend who's having a tough time at the moment I'm worried that no-one cares I'm worried that ...

Hopeful and Apprehensive of Tomorrow.
Hopeful it will be alright.
Scared it won't.
Confused with the conflicting emotions

Muse - Screenager Just for the lyrics, which are brilliant. Who's so phoney and always surrounded? Stop your screaming, no one can hear All the scars on your skin post no bills Who you were Was so beautiful Remember who, who you where Hide from the mirror, the cracks and the memories Hide from your...

Despite being as Angry as hell and wanting to ruin myself so completely. I didn't let my mother ruin my perfect day, and resisted the urges, which hopefully will be my first TOTALLY si-free day, no cutting, no scratching, and No Nails! (and I always dig my nails in, any time I feel slightly insecure...

Go away, don't dismiss me as being fickle. If I have a good day you should feel happy for me. Not call me 'fickle teenager looking for attention' I'm sorry, but that was just nasty. Don't you cloud my day, I just don't need that. ________________ Thank you C and MWR for the most funny day I've had f...

I think you know
No, No, No.
God, No.
You cannot do that do me.
I hate myself for just thinking about it
And you have no clue whatsoever

Remember Salem Falls
Or Perish by my own hand...
I have to Remember it...
I have to be Vigilant
I have to be clean

So Angry and Alone
Hopeless.

MWR Try to pretend not to notice, I'm sorry, but you just sent me back to hell, with just that little smile. I'm sorry, if I could change it, god only knows how fast I would. Just play along, just pretend. Just let me live in my little world of ignorance and master plans. Please don't show me how o...

*su* Fuck you Leave me alone! Just Fuck off! Get off my back I have shit-loads of work, I hurt, and I'm just so fucking tired of it all. This week has just been shitty, so please, could you, and the rest of the family, leave me the fuck alone. For just one day? At least let me try to get some of the...

Empty
Ashamed
Hurt
Lonely