bus

:star: This song makes me dance... And normally I would hate it, but for some reason I like it, and it's nothing what I listen to normally, so it's good to have a break :star: I found some cream for scars today, and I'm hopeful that they'll fade enough for me to wear short sleeves on my school trip ...

Either stop fighting or drop me somewhere else I'm seriously considering the offer that my best-friend gave me, to stay at her place for a while cause you two fighting all the time is just too much to cope with. Parents are meant to help each other aren't they? I need to get out of here I don't wan...

This was one of the first things I read when I joined, it's still amazing...
Find Peace

In Pieces - Linkin Park Telling me to go But hands beg me to stay Your lips say that you love Your eyes say that you hate There's truth in your lies Doubt in your faith What you build you lay to waste There's truth in your lies Doubt in your faith All I've got what you didn't take So I, I wont be t...

Alone
Un-noticed
Obsessive
Unsure on what to do.

I just don't care anymore
I'm getting worse, and I just don't care

MWR
I miss you

Help me.

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You weren't there today I know you have no idea, but why I do I feel so... abandoned? And let down. You weren't there, and suddenly nothing had a point anymore. I rely so much on those times, and I'm scared how they are going to stop for a few weeks. It scares me beyond measure Thats the only place...

I don't want to go out on Friday nights. You know this, stop asking me, and stop ranting on about what happened. How can you feel proud of losing control? Ranting on about who did this, and what you can and can't remember, how much you drank, how much weed you smoked, just shut up! I don't feel comf...

- Pressure makes diamonds.

However long the night, the dawn will break. - Very appropriate for BUS.

I wish I had friends who wouldn't make me hate myself

I wish I had better self-esteem

I wish I had someone who truly understood me.

I wish that I could one day find the courage to tell MWR how much he's helped me, and to thank him for unintentionally keeping me alive.

Bleed like me - Garbage It's a song that can apply to so many people, not just people who SI. There's a verse for everyone... Avalanche is sullen and too thin She starves herself to rid herself of sin And the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin And she says: Hey baby can you blee...

My Lover's Box - Garbage My lover's charms Are in a box Beneath my bed And piece by piece I'll cherish them Until the end Send me an angel to love I need to feel a little piece of heaven Send me an angel to love I'm afraid I'll never get to heaven They burn my hands Scar my face And blind my eyes I...

My best friend told me I was almost 'Emotionally Self-harming' and asked me if I was physically self-harming. My Mum told me that I was in this cycle of 'Self-destructive behavior' with regard to my behavior and sleep patterns. I get 'emo' and 'life is pain' comments almost daily from everyone Peop...