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Muse - Apocalypse Please It's got these brilliant crashing chords. Very... Apocalyptic :D Declare this an emergency Come on and spread a sense of urgency And pull us through And pull us through And this is the end The end This is the end Of the world And it's time we saw a miracle Come on it's time ...

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One - U2 feat. Mary J Blige
Great song, and very uplifting

I'd put it in either Rock, R&B or Soul. I'm not about music categories...
But Mary is just the best in this, she has an amazing voice, and I usually hate R&B.

Aye!

Blame the Barb wire fence, not the Cats!
The people actually believed me, they sat there looking at me like I was crazy. I'm going to have to have a tally of utter morons I meet. In the mean time, I'm going to the sue Barb-wire fences....

Empty, until I think about it
Then i'm confused
I can't seem to do anything.

Why am I feeling like this? Why? I don't even know you? Why is it plaguing my thoughts and going round and round, making me sick with confusion, and shame for something I don't understand.
Could someone tell me why?

Licentia, I've never written on my arms (too obvious) but I have written 100s of self-hate words on paper, and burnt it after, made me feel better. Not for company of course :D Unless your a comfirmed pyromaniac :evil: Shelly, I withdraw into myself most of the time, which usually makes things worse...

I don't think I could ever cut underneath the table (what do you do with the blood?) and too many people are aware of SI (not mine) in general. If I'm stuck in a public place, I dig my nails into my hands, as hard as I can. Sometimes if I'm in class, and its dark, i get a sharp tip of a ruler and dr...

Why can't I tell you what I want to say, why can't you just read it off my mind. It's too hard to put into words, I just wish you would be able to understand some of it, because I can't go on like this.

Stupid, cut off, lonely. Desprate to tell someone.

Tired, Cold from Hockey Resentful, Confused and Angry at them Sad and lonely for my self Don't you wish if you hit your head hard enough, those memories would just get knocked out of place and float away, leaving something normal in it's place. If only it was so easy to forget, to forgive and just g...

Muse - Sunburn It's a really great song, and it's got the best piano riff in it in the history of piano riffs. :D The lyrics do and don't relate to what I feel like, you just have to cut out a few, and it's perfect. Come waste your millions here, secretly she sneers Another corporate show, a guilty...

In 5 years I will be 19, wow
I want...
-To find another coping method
-to be at Uni studying to be a Doctor
-With people I feel Comfortable with
-To be fluent in Dutch (i live here, I should know how to speak the language)
-To be happy

Sorry, I assumed that you lived in the UK, my bad :-/

To Her It's hard enough for me to try and forget without you reminding me of it every single second. Also, could you just for once take a look at me, and see that I never mean it when I smile, and could you try and think of better replies to me saying 'I'm feeling like Shit, I'm really depressed' th...

Stupid Parents, all I bloody ask for, is for you to wake me up before the afternoon starts, the only way I'm gonna be able to sleep is if you wake me up! And I don't care if i'm a bitch in the morning, I hate to break it to you, but EVERYONE IS!!!!\ I mean, it's not like I have SCHOOL in 3 days? It'...

Never called Childline, but I've called the Samaritans 4 times so far. It's odd thats it's followed a pattern, the first time I called them, I was sorting testing it and just felt a bit down and we chatted, then I went out. When I got back home I was VERY unstable, and talking to the woman on the ot...