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I'm so sick of you taking advantage of me and doing things without asking me first. maybe I dont WANT you to drive my car every day so that I'm stranded here with nowhere to go. MAYBE you should get your own freaking car and stop just assuming that I dont mind if you use mine! I have better things t...

Frustrated
Angry
Bleak
Kinda hungry
Sad
Thoughtful

I'm feeling wired/not tired (which is a problem since it's 3 am), lonely, bored, lost, cold, useless/pathetic.... I am going to listen to some nice, calming music for a little while and snuggle up under the covers. I'm going to let myself sleep in a bit tomorrow, but then I am going to make myself g...

I did well on my test in high acuity!
I found my ipod that I thought was lost forever
I decided to stay home and relax rather than go to a party that I didnt want to go to.

I wish I had more self confidence I wish I wasnt so shy I wish I wouldnt jump to conclusions/get mad at little things all the time I wish I wasnt depressed...I wish I was happy I wish I had more friends irl I wish I wasnt so lonely all the time I wish I could see my family more I wish I didnt procra...

Ahhhh...I have SO much stuff to get done for school in the next few days....and I dont feel like doing any of it!!!!! I have no idea how I'll be able to get it all done- I dont have any freaking time! I am SO sick of school.....blah blah blah blah.....

nervous
stressed
shaky
tired
too busy!!

I'm feeling weak, panicky, pathetic, depressed, alone....awful. I'm going to: MAKE myself calm down....maybe start reading a new book....remind myself that worrying about stuff I cant change isnt going to help....try to get some sleep....try as hard as I possibly can to make it through my classes/cl...

I finished my Med Surg test really fast/think I did ok on it...and because I decided not to waste my free time today sleeping, but instead spend the time having fun!

Bored, restless, annoyed...

After I dropped my roommate off at his work, I decided to stay up instead of go back to bed.

Thanks!

I got a bunch of things done and I didnt let myself sleep in!

I would like to change my name to just Nursing-girl, if it's not already taken please. I'm sick of having the numbers at the end of my name. Thanks!

Thanks, both of you.

bear cub- I'm trying to stay positive and remind myself of the things you said...it's just tough sometimes. I'm doing my best though!

****So, is it ok if I do my 'After' thread now even though I SIed last night? I wasnt able to get online at the time, so I couldnt do a 'Before' one. :( *have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. yes. *what had happened just before? I had been reading in the li...

Kinda tired...relaxed, bored, a bit depressed.

Talk to my friends
Watch a movie/listen to music
Go somewhere...like the store
Go for a walk
Read
Play some puzzle games online
Clean the apartment

I read a book and tried to think positively.