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That's a good idea! I pretty much hate all spicy foods though so I don't think I could ever use that as a coping method. I get a good endorphin rush when I eat really sour stuff though.

Never Too Late-Three Days Grace (rock)
Over You-Daughtry(rock)
Those are both pretty empowering songs to me. Not completely sure why though.

I want to be a psychologist when I am older so I can help people feel better about life. I have enough personal experience with feeling bad so I think I could help them more since I know where they're at. I would also want to do it for a low cost or free so everyone could be able to get the help the...

I love your ideas. They all sound like they could really help. I'll have to try some of them.

I watched a lot of TV and ended up getting really tired so I ended up falling asleep instead of SI'ing.

I listened to a lot of good Christmas music today and I am almost finished buying presents for all my family so that makes me happy.

I hate waking up not knowing what type of mood I will be in. I hate the fact that I have become so closed up that I won't confide in anybody.

You're such a fucking hypocrite. Sometimes I really can't stand anything you do. It hurts me that you are so inconsiderate of others. I hate that you never realize how much I try to help you and make you feel better.

tired
frustrated
alone
painful
I wish I could just pass out and wake up to everything being okay again.

I can't take this anymore!!!

I'm worried about failing again.
I'm worried about the future.
I'm worried about all the awful places my mind will go sometimes.

since I can't actually cry in real life

Here to Stay-Korn *SI* * * * * * * * * * * This time, taking it away I've got a problem, with me getting in the way, Not by design So I take my face and bash it into a mirror. I won't have to see the pain (bleed, bleed) This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating. Anticipating, all the fu...