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There are so many things I want to ask, to say to you. Why? first and foremost. What happened? I wish I could stop wondering/feeling/caring for you, but I can't. I feel like this is something that will always plague me, as I doubt we will ever have the opportunity to speak again. I can't recall one ...

If you really loved me, then you wouldn't be doing this. I call you in distress @ 5 yesterday. phone off. i ask you, upset, for you to call if you get one spare moment. and now its almost 2 o clock the following day.and once again i don't exist. i hate myself for loving you. and i drink to forget th...

What is your secret? I still have feelings about something/one that I cant let go of Why is it a secret? because if anyone knew, they would think i was crazy. They all think that things are well and I have stopped caring about this. What are your feelings about this secret? I want to know whether o...

I'm used to being depressed. The only reason i fear happiness is b/c it feels so good and i worry that the next time i fall into one of my sad spells, it will feel worse than even b/c i'll actually remember what joy felt like.

I've got 2 at the moment Antony & the Johnsons- What can i do? What can I do When the bird's got to die What can I do When she's too weak to fly What can I do When she's calling my name She's crying Mama, Help me to live What can I do Hide and Seek-Imogen heap (its been stuck in my head for weeks) W...

kindof bummed, feeling fat too. *sighs*
but i am optimistic. something has to give.

What is your fucking problem man?! Is your social networking so damn important that you can't spare a day or two to let me get out of here when you know i am in absolute loony tune crazy family hell! You people won't help me, you keep saying get a job, get a car, do this and that, but yet you won't ...