bus

if I weren't so fucking stubborn and hard-headed that I would wave the white flag at life and just give up. I don't know that I can take much more.

For fucks sake, tomorrow has to be better.. it has to be.

like an idiot... I locked my thread and now feel like I don't have anywhere I can talk about what is going through my mind.

grrrrrrrrr

If I don't care about myself.. how can I expect or think anyone else would/could ??

like there is nothing left to fight for. nothing.

empty, alone, stupid, selfish. worthless, useless.

very sad.. and very alone.

empty

and the laugh fest continues this just gets better and better...

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pretty damn good!

You're right, it is my fault. It's all my fault. Everything is my fault.

like getting drunk.

like the biggest fucking idiot in the world.

you're a bitch and that's why people don't like you.

extremely lonely. I miss you

yeah, I mentioned it 2 months ago.. I think that it was more than the one, but just mentioned that one because it was the only one I liked.