bus

that evil look today was completley unnecessary

why dont you just grow up and fuck off!

its building up

i need to cry

i need chocolate..and my dad to sit with me for hours like we used to when i was sad.

im stuck between two choices...the right and wrong..but i dont want the right to happen. Just cos its right for you doesnt mean it is for me. Or my sister. Why wont you just tell me what to do? Its like youre testing me, forcing me to choose between you. I want to be young again...when desicions wer...

because im better than this. although its getting harder to believe.

wish i could cry

but crying would show weakness

then again...maybe my scars do that anyway.

what you did yesterday worked
i felt small
and scared

so good for you, big guy.
But it hasnt changed anything.

I'm proud of myself today because i stood my ground.

i wish i could tell you why i can't


this time hurt the most, and i know its not the last. you'll never leave me alone.

i used to have one of these, it went missing


im woried that what i did today will make things worse in school tomorrow

today hurt

i'm scared to go to school. people dont seem to understand that dancing is all i really have.