bus

i am... still here

i am not... a typical normal person

i feel... lonely and falling in a deep pit

i want... happiness for all i love

i need... people to love

i have... great friends and family

i love... them

i hate... nothing, you should never hate anything.

I don't think I know. There's no obvious thing - I've never been SA, my parents are happily married, I'm under a lot less pressure than I used to be now I'm at college. I suspect I have depression, but I can't see any particular reason for why I end up feeling so bad that I cut. I often think about...

Hi Laura Thanx for replying. I did manage to resist, i dont know what made me stop, but i do know that i feel better for not hurting myself. I woke with a kinda relief that i didnt have to hide anything new. My feelings of guilt still go back to when my dad died, i rationally know that its not my fa...

Im answering these questions to prevent myself from harming, i dont want this feeling anymore. I feel guilty all f the time, like i have a big secret that ive done something terrible, similar i imagine to having comitted a crime and walked away. That feeling tht you will neer be good enough, you wil...

my bus safety plan, if i get triggered,
i will get my ass on the games or distractions board and do just that distrac myself.

Or... Ill search the internet for random facts to text to my friend.