bus

you okay? what's going on..... not sure if you wanted a reply, if you didn't ignore me heh

Why don't you just let me be? Why do you have to make such a big deal of this? You're making me feel worse.

^ditto

like I did something wrong

anxious anxious anxious anxious anxious times infinity

*cries*

I'm worried about seeing my teacher tomorrow.

extremely frustrated
just want to give up

Before: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? it will let me go to bed what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? the thoughts might stop how do i want to feel about this in the long run? is hurting myself likely to get me closer...

I haven't cut or thought about cutting today.

leave me alone, stop telling me what I do wrong... I've done nothing wrong..... DAMN IT.... just stop please

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? it wont... just let me not punch someone in the face, oh the charges would be interesting what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? anger release how do i want to feel about this in the long...

I SAID LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! STOP BUGGING ME, STOP TELLING ME ALL THE SHIT THAT'S GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE, I KNOW I'M LIVING IT TOO, I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO HELP YOU MAKE ALL YOUR DECISIONS, I KNOW YOU NEED SOMEONE BUT WHY ME? I LOVE YOU BUT I CAN'T HANDLE ANYMORE, please mom stop

WHY DON'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! QUIT YOUR NAGGING! QUIT TELLING ME WHAT I DO WRONG! quit telling me that I'm not responsible, I CAN'T CHANGE WHAT IS BEYOND MY ABILITY TO CHANGE.... quit making me feel worthless.... just leave me the fuck alone

anxious times 10... (horrible test tomorrow... a project due...) I'm just exhausted

I wish you would just stop looking over my shoulder, invading my privacy!! I have things I don't want you to know so GET OVER IT!! Stop trying to control me!

yeah... I failed. I cut today at school.

WOO HOO. I didn't cut, and I'm tired enough to go to bed without SI. I made it one day, *does the moon walk*

Frustrated, exhausted, like there's a weight on my shoulders

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I'll be able to keep my emotions in check. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? no it will not take away the situation how do i want to feel about this in the long run? is hurting mysel...

ahh I get GP now, it all makes since... yeah I'm feeling really good today, no slips yet (*crosses fingers*).... not sure who to talk to though (doc wise), no one knows about this except a couple friends but they don't know to what extent I SI