bus

spaced, ticked off, violent-ish (towards others), frightened for no reason, a little down

low
annoyed
chest achy
depressed... hum wasn't that covered by low? woopsie

confused, like a failure, crappy

thanks and I did , for me House is on Tuesday's at 9pm

I'm trying to figure out why I'm having some urges right now and trying to avoid acting on them impulsively before I head to bed. I'm so tired of wanting to si. I'm tired of constantly thinking about it. Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourse...

"Stand in the Rain" by Superchick (Christian)
"Who Am I" by Casting Crowns (Christian) really any Casting Crown songs....

anxious, frightened, worried

spaced, alone, sad

*hugs*

STOP TELLING FUCKING LIES..... YOU ARE JUST MAKING STUPID F-ING DRAMA

alone, depressed.... very depressed, dead, apathetic

*whispers to doll "im scared that i'll be crashing soon... im so happy all of a sudden... which means its going to be a bad crash" and puts doll under pillow*

jumbled..... a bit confused.... maybe even tired

gone, angry, down, out of it sooooooo out of it.... and ANGRY and frustrated

ERR WHY DO YOU ALWAYS BLAME EVERYTHING ON ME, why do I always do something wrong? I can never do anything right in your eyes... you always say that I always have an attitude.... seriously I think you are just looking for something to lecture me about, you make me so angry, I wish some days you'd jus...

overwhelmed

horrible, extremely depressed