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ignore my noobness GP? i dont know how long is long enough, i just feel fake if i try to stop now

scared and dorky.... weird combo, the feelings back saying that I should cut again... but I'm not in a bad mood

I actually wrote down some thoughts that came through my mind today... they scared me a little. I also put that letter in place (Dear Somebody) but here that part is again: "You've only been doing this a year. You don't deserve to stop. You haven't done this long enough to stop. No one will believe ...

After: have you taken care of your physical wounds? yes what had happened just before? I got home from school. what were you thinking and feeling? If I don't SI I'm a failure. I need to do this. why did you end up hurting yourself then instead of some other time? was there an event that was the fina...

I'm worried that I made the wrong choice coming on this site.
I'm worried that people will stop listening, that the people on this site will get annoeyed by me.

I don't want to stop. I just don't want to get caught.

sometimes exercise really does help... it at least helps me get through most of the day, I enjoy running but I'm not good at physical stuff so it usually wears off quickly

I feel empty, agitated, annoeyed, anxious.

wow nice idea....

I'm worried about my friends.
I'm worried about what people think of me.
I'm worried that my mom will find out.
I'm worried that I'm making all this up.
I'm worried that people will think I'm seeking attention or will get tired of listening to me.