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goodnight - the birthday massacre First place On a classroom wall Every turn of the face Can help to break the fall from a domestic disgrace Every rumour displaced Is lost and found A lack of discipline One hand to cut the other So unprofessional You're not a friend You're just a lover Nothing excep...

It's nice that you apologize after you freak out on me, days later usually.. but, it shouldn't happen in the first place. I've done everything for you that you ever asked me to do, or DIDNT ask me to do, but I did it out of the kindness of my heart. It's not right that you freak out on me like you d...

I'm worried that I'm going to fall back into addiction.
I'm worried that she is going to change her mind and now want be to come in July.
I'm worried that my life will always be like this.
I'm worried I'm going to lose my job here shortly..

You know, I try so hard. I try SO hard to be this nice person, and do good for everyone that I can. I'll do anything for anybody.. and I keep getting walked all over. And treated like shit. Made to feel like I'm two inches fucking tall. And I don't understand it. I don't bother anybody.. I stay out ...

Erase The Grey - Rain Everything she loved has left her In one way or another So blindly, she calls out In the middle of this sleepless night Those scars that dig so deep This piece of mind that’s just not right She looks up to the sky She calls out, and she says My life is falling down like rain An...

cold
sick
tired
ugly

I realized that I deserved better than that, and it calmed me down greatly.

tired
a bit cold
stomache achey
loved

I'm worried that this good feeling won't last too long.

Tired
Slightly confused
Unwanted

I'm so worried about money right now. I just don't make enough, and I need so much of it.
I'm worried that I'll scare her off someday.
I worry that the real me is gone forever, since she has been hiding for so long.

I realize how much playing guitar helps me out when I am stressed or freaking out, so I would love to teach kids how to play guitar. Or maybe go to school for music therapy or something? Anything with music involving kids just makes sense in my head.

Erase The Grey - Rain Everything she loved has left her In one way or another So blindly, she calls out In the middle of this sleepless night Those scars that dig so deep This piece of mind that's just not right She looks up to the sky She calls out, and she says My life is falling down like rain An...

I took a nice long walk in the rain.

I feel sad, a bit disappointed, slightly hopeful, and loved.

I know I jump from addiction to addiction. Everything from alcohol, to cigarettes, to painkillers, to harder drugs. I thought I could stop whenever I wanted to, but I quickly learned that I haven't. Lately, all I have been doing is smoking cigarettes. I've had major major urges to drink or do drugs,...

I am so grateful for my girlfriend. She has been such an amazing friend. I don't feel I deserve to have someone like her in my life, but obviously, someone thinks I do. I've been putting everyone through hell lately, yet she still stands by my side and is always there. I don't think I could be any m...

I hope that I will be able to control my anger/temper someday. And I hope it's soon.