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You can fuck right off, because I don't need your sympathy.

I don't want to give up after so much time going without.
I don't want to explain the wounds to the kids I babysit.
I'm stronger than I think.
I promised someone I wouldn't.

There are some times when I feel like I really miss you. Just a little. But mostly I'm glad you're out of my life.

Fuck you. What the fuck is your problem?

I just gagged while reading your profile. It makes me sick to think I ever wanted to have sex with you.

Thanks for that. Your words came at a time when I really needed to hear them. I'm so grateful for that. Thanks for being you. <3

I'm going to try really hard to not be harsh in my reply to this thread. But people are offering you all kinds of solutions on how to meet people, but you refuse every one on grounds of it not being feasible. If you're going to shoot down every possible idea as something that you just can't do , why...

I've been reading your journal for a very long time and haven't ever told you. You're kind of my hero.

I worked hard today at work.

I still haven't self-destructed.

i miss you so much. thank you for listening to me and reading my super long emails lately. i love that you are so much more patient and nurturing than i am. i am grateful for who you are, what you have done for me, and what you do for the world. you amaze me. i do hope i get to see you in five weeks...

I went to the temp agency today and I'll have work soon!

I have been writing and figuring out a lot of stuff.

Tonight, I swam 50m further than I have before. More than I've swam since I was about twelve years old. And I'm only 200m away from the goal I'd like to reach by the end of the year! I am making constructive steps towards finding work. (Unemployment is my biggest stressor right now.) I still haven't...

Hi Shoes :star: :star: i just need to learn to stop being pathetic, shut up and deal with it. IMHO, that is the last thing you need to do. You've been through a hard, traumatic experience, and still having reactions to it does not in any way mean you're "pathetic". You're HUMAN. Even though it's har...

Thank you for shutting the hell up.

Way to let me down AGAIN. I don't know whether to be more angry or more sad, but I don't really see the point in either.

nvmd

you're wrong.
not that you'd even listen to me if i told you, but you're wrong.

After You Beat an Urge How do you beat your urges? Examine how you beat the last one so it can help you beat the next one. <b>Did I identify what feelings were leading me to want to SI? If Yes - What were they, and how did I figure them out?</b> Yeah, this one took me a while. Fear, hopelessness, he...

I'm going to answer the "after" questions as well, even though I haven't injured at all. I do feel like I'm at "last straw" stage, though. Questions to Answer After A Slip slips are chances to learn. you figure out what stresses are still too hard for you and you can work on how you'll deal with the...

Replies/comments/challenges/hugs/any interaction would be awesome, thanks. :) how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? It won't. Or rather, it'll be worse, because on top of scared and alone and paralysed, I'll be feeling angry and guilty. what will hurting myself bring to the sit...